|malia (maladjustment) wrote in blackpoint,|
@ 2014-10-06 10:55:00
|Entry tags:||lydia martin, mal tate, mccall, scott mccall (memory!au), scottie mccall, stiles|
I think I'm getting sick. Do were-coyotes get sick? It feels like my entire body is trying to fall into cracks in the earth. When I talked to the check-out lady at the grocery store about it, she said it sounded like I had a broken heart. I don't know much about broken hearts but I'd think it'd be biologically impossible. They made me go to see a therapist at school when I first started attending and she said that my relationship with Stiles seemed "co-dependent" but she's just a therapist; what does she know about relationships?
I take back everything I said to Stiles about country music sounding harsh and grating and annoying to my ears. It is the music of pain, and only it can reflect how everything is terrible and black and lonely and how it feels like my heart is falling out of my butt.