12 February 2019 @ 10:28 pm
So it's been a while?  
I wish I could say it's because I've been busy or you know maybe dating finally or out with friends, but no, it's just been... January hit me with a super bad depression low. I swear I spent most of the month just dazed. Then all of February was high anxiety. I'm going to see about finding a therapist once new insurance kicks in. Like there's things in my life that aren't helping all of the moods, but I know if I can get my moods under control (I'm thinking either there's some serious chemical imbalance or bipolar going on or something) then life would be easier to tackle. (Friend of mine quite well said that mental health care shouldn't be a privilege, but here we are.)

I haven't checked with my flist in about two weeks so if there's something super important I missed or you just want to say hi, drop a comment :)

But my year has so far included:

ifyouwerewondering )

My brain has only had the will power post work lately to browse tumblr. Give me a shout if you're there, I'm a-lafaye on tumblr. But that's where I've been because it's a low brain power activity that's easy for me right now.