you know i love to do what we never see...

that's how i started writing them, (in the v. v. beginning) it was about the conversations that we KNOW they had but never saw.

in YBYA i had him use his safeword, something else we rarely see.

in this, i wanted it to happen, but for both of them to recognize realistic limits...

it wasn't just Brian protecting Justin (which i also love) but Justin recognizing that yeah, this is where we stop. it was still hot, and astounding for him, he still loved it, and the disappointment was completely counteracted by the mind blowing orgasms.