Roxy, as opposed to her usual anti-socialness, was getting better about mingling outside of her relationship. She and Brenna were seeing very little of each other, and instead of being her normal clingy self she decided to give the girl her space. Brenna was the one who'd had to bring Roxanne back after the terrible...hound...incident. But everyone gets tired of holding someone's hand for so long. How had she been with her this long without telling her it was too much? Roxy wasn't sure, but what she was sure of was that end was coming at some point. She'd known all along that she didn't deserve Brenna, and now was sort of the kibosh on the entirety of their love. It wasn't that she was sad about these predictions, quite the opposite. What Roxy was trying to do was accept it with as much dignity as she could muster. Whatever came her way, she would hold her head up and deal with it. Because come on, she'd dealt with much worse.
One could argue that a heartbreak would not be easier to add to her list, but another would argue that love stinks. Yeah, yeah.
Roxanne was walking Piccolo with determined gusto. She was singing low under her breath any song that came to mind. First, "she's my cherry pie, cool drink of water such a sweet surprise", and then on to, "because I'm crazy like the rest of us, but I'm crazier when I'm next to her..." Geez, why were all these songs about her and she popping in her head? It didn't make things easier. She shook her head quickly, stared at the sun and sang, "sunshine on my shoulders makes me happpyyyyyy!!!" Then stopped when she realized how ridiculous she was being. Luckily, Piccolo was sniffing a tree and other people didn't really seem to notice. Or if they did then they were being subtle about it. Good for her.
Roxy ended up sitting on the grass when her terrier was taking too long with his explorations. She'd gone to the Caribbean trip in hopes of distracting herself from the melancholy that constantly seized her these days. No one was this depressed, were they? If they were then they did the smart thing: they got help. Instead she kept promising herself that it would pass when it seemed that was not happening. The nights where she buried her head in her pillow to curb the wrenching sobs coming from her core...well...they were a lot more frequent lately. At least the nightmares had stopped. That was a good thing.
The main reason she refused to see a shrink was simple. Roxy was not looking forward to being a burden on anyone again, even on someone who is considered neutral. Sure, whoever she decided to pay would sit there and tell her whatever she wanted to hear before "diagnosing" her and giving her a prescription of pills. On the other hand it was sure to get out into the press that not only is Roxanne Washington going to a private school, but she is also majorly depressed about it. Roxy ran her nails through her hair, ruining the curls a little, and took a deep breath. Everything would be fine. She wouldn't leave room for an alternative.
Open to Deacon.
One could argue that a heartbreak would not be easier to add to her list, but another would argue that love stinks. Yeah, yeah.
Roxanne was walking Piccolo with determined gusto. She was singing low under her breath any song that came to mind. First, "she's my cherry pie, cool drink of water such a sweet surprise", and then on to, "because I'm crazy like the rest of us, but I'm crazier when I'm next to her..." Geez, why were all these songs about her and she popping in her head? It didn't make things easier. She shook her head quickly, stared at the sun and sang, "sunshine on my shoulders makes me happpyyyyyy!!!" Then stopped when she realized how ridiculous she was being. Luckily, Piccolo was sniffing a tree and other people didn't really seem to notice. Or if they did then they were being subtle about it. Good for her.
Roxy ended up sitting on the grass when her terrier was taking too long with his explorations. She'd gone to the Caribbean trip in hopes of distracting herself from the melancholy that constantly seized her these days. No one was this depressed, were they? If they were then they did the smart thing: they got help. Instead she kept promising herself that it would pass when it seemed that was not happening. The nights where she buried her head in her pillow to curb the wrenching sobs coming from her core...well...they were a lot more frequent lately. At least the nightmares had stopped. That was a good thing.
The main reason she refused to see a shrink was simple. Roxy was not looking forward to being a burden on anyone again, even on someone who is considered neutral. Sure, whoever she decided to pay would sit there and tell her whatever she wanted to hear before "diagnosing" her and giving her a prescription of pills. On the other hand it was sure to get out into the press that not only is Roxanne Washington going to a private school, but she is also majorly depressed about it. Roxy ran her nails through her hair, ruining the curls a little, and took a deep breath. Everything would be fine. She wouldn't leave room for an alternative.