There was nothing familiar or comforting to Gemma at Xavier's. She hadn't been at the school all that long -- only a few weeks -- but she felt horribly alone and adrift without a point of reference so far. A few people had been very nice, even kind, and at first, that had distracted her from the reality of her situation. It was easy to pretend everything was normal and fine when she was at the movies with a couple of new friends, having ice cream at the mall, or flipping through the pages of her new textbooks, but in the end, it was inevitable that something was going to rip away the thin blanket of pretend that she'd tossed over the truth so that she could ignore it a little longer. She was a mutant, albeit a cured one, at a mutant school. Filled with mutants. Far away from home. And no matter how many messages she left her brothers and eventually her father, no one seemed to believe that it was as bad as she kept trying to tell them. There were seriously crazy people here who had the potential to really hurt others. She wasn't kidding.
It was kind of like realizing that she'd been tossed into a snakepit and that nobody cared.
Every morning, she woke up thinking she was in her own bed at home, and every night, she fell asleep wishing it were true. Never in her life had she felt so completely, utterly abandoned, vulnerable to the abrasive social attacks of the student body at her new school. Gemma had missed her brothers so much this past week that sometimes, she felt nauseous with the overwhelming waves of sadness. It was hard. On this particular afternoon, she'd been driven to the clinic in the city to get the second injection of the cure at long last. A steady headache had been haunting her since then, but once she got back, she hadn't gone to her room. Instead, she'd settled outside on the back porch, where things were quiet. She wasn't really aware that it was usually used as the smoking deck, so it seemed like a reasonable enough assumption that she'd probably be left alone for a while, because it was plenty cold. No reason for any sane person to sit out there on the bench, wrapped up in a blanket stolen from the common room couch, unless they were Gemma -- horribly homesick and wanting nothing more than to get away from the people who kept telling her that everything would be fine soon.
It wouldn't be fine. Nothing about this place was fine. Couldn't anyone but her see that?
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It was kind of like realizing that she'd been tossed into a snakepit and that nobody cared.
Every morning, she woke up thinking she was in her own bed at home, and every night, she fell asleep wishing it were true. Never in her life had she felt so completely, utterly abandoned, vulnerable to the abrasive social attacks of the student body at her new school. Gemma had missed her brothers so much this past week that sometimes, she felt nauseous with the overwhelming waves of sadness. It was hard. On this particular afternoon, she'd been driven to the clinic in the city to get the second injection of the cure at long last. A steady headache had been haunting her since then, but once she got back, she hadn't gone to her room. Instead, she'd settled outside on the back porch, where things were quiet. She wasn't really aware that it was usually used as the smoking deck, so it seemed like a reasonable enough assumption that she'd probably be left alone for a while, because it was plenty cold. No reason for any sane person to sit out there on the bench, wrapped up in a blanket stolen from the common room couch, unless they were Gemma -- horribly homesick and wanting nothing more than to get away from the people who kept telling her that everything would be fine soon.
It wouldn't be fine. Nothing about this place was fine. Couldn't anyone but her see that?