For a moment, Susan thought she might have to tell it all again, as Megan was sitting and thinking hard.
Then she just blurted it out.
Susan managed to keep the furious blush from coming to her face. Merlin, if Cass could make her blush like this, then talking to someone else about it completely innocently was doing just as good a job.
She cleared her throat. "Well, um. Yes."
Now she did feel foolish, and sighed as if she was the one having to explain things to a child. She was frustrated at herself, not Megan, however. "I just wanted to see if everything was okay with me. To have sex, that is."
Cass knew her secret, but Megan was a healer, and a professional. Surely she wouldn't say anything? "There was an incident... well, a few times... when I was a child. I don't know if there's any lasting damage though." Even with seven years in the same dorm as Megan, she'd never told a soul.
She cleared her throat again. "And well, now I want to have sex and I have no idea what to do, or if there's any damage there, or just where to even start."
"And Megan, I'm clueless!" She finally admitted her inadequacy, even though she deserved it, she hoped Megan wouldn't laugh at her. Her eyes were wide as she waited for Megan to process all that now.