Same here. If I'm around long enough. I might start getting surprised by normal things. If I go to an IHOP and get back in one piece, I'll be shocked.
I just don't know what they'll do to me in a hospital. In a prison, I could at least shank a few people and start a riot. If they load him up with pills [...] I don't know. And good. Untraceable is the way to go.
[...] I never even told you, did I? It [...] It's not something a sane person can handle. Sometimes when I close my eyes, I see it and even with everything I've done, it haunts me. I can't tell him.