I didn't want you to have to cut back though. I... I take a lot of pride in being successful, in... providing for the woman that I am head over heels in love for. Failing her breaks my heart, and I'm upset with myself that I had too much pride to tell you this before it all just...
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It's not okay. You and I both know that.
I've ruined this. I can tell that much. I'm not a stupid man.