Listen. I'm sorry. I... I have just been in a shitty mood ever since that dinner and the news about our finances coming out like it did. I'm sorry I never told you. I just wanted to try and fix it on my own and... I don't know. Live up to way people see me. It's hard, sometimes. I've spent so much of my life living up to expectations and just... doing everything on my own.
When everything started falling to pieces, I panicked. I didn't want to come off as a failure to you. I promised a long time ago that I would take care of you... failing in that just...
It's killing me inside, Gina. And I feel horrible that we've never talked about this. That... I was to cowardly to admit that things were not perfect.
I really hope that... someday, you can forgive me.