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William Anthony Biggs-Turner (britishice) wrote in badwater_rpg,
@ 2009-03-07 21:45:00

Entry tags:

brendan prince, carson sanders, rated r, william biggs-turner

Who: William, Brendan, and Carson
What: Strange day
Where: William and Brendan's place
When: Saturday evening
Rating: R, just to be safe.

It had been weeks since the thing with Carson had happened yet William still felt strange about it. To be honest he wasn't completely sure how he felt. When he'd watched Brendan fuck the man there had been a fiery jealousy in him that he'd never felt before. He'd wanted to pull his lover off of Carson and just fuck him into the bed. That sort of passion scared William at times because he often prided himself on keeping a cool head.

Saturday had gone by rather uneventfully, as had the days proceeding it. Carson was still living with them most of the time since he was still too scared to go back home. Though the man had been acting a bit more clingy to both of them. Multiple times during the week William had been woken up by Carson crawling into bed to snuggle between them.

Really, it was just fucking weird. However he dealt with it, because Brendan cared about Carson and that man had been through a lot. So Saturday night, after taking a relaxing shower, William flopped over onto his bed and lay out in only his boxers. Trinket, who was getting bigger by the day, sat on the floor at the edge of the bed and waited to be invited up. William patted the bed and the collie jumped up and moved to lay with her head against his stomach which made him laugh softly. Reaching down he ruffled the fur on top of her head.

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listentomyvoice
2009-03-07 11:56 pm UTC (link)

Brendan didn't know what to do about Carson. He cared about the man, but he could also tell William was starting to feel strained and it wasn't something he wanted in his relationship. They had had enough strain to last a lifetime, frankly, and Brendan had to fix it.

He came into the bedroom, smiling at the sight of William and Trinket, and plopped down on the bed, looking at his lover.

"Hey good lookin'," He poked William's arm, "What's up?"

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	britishice 2009-03-08 12:08 am UTC (link)
	Of course William watched Brendan as he came into the room. Blue eyes traveled over the other man's form, a faint smirk passing across his lips. He was a lucky man because Brendan was absolutely gorgeous. Tilting his head he glanced at his lover as he was poked, eyebrows raising. "The ceiling, apparently." He replied, smiling. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	listentomyvoice 2009-03-08 12:10 am UTC (link)
	"Aren't you smart? You are obviously the brains of this outfit," Brendan rolled his eyes though he was smiling, stretching a bit and putting his arms up and behind his head, though a pet was spared to Trinket. "Have a nice shower?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	britishice 2009-03-08 12:13 am UTC (link)
	"Oh don't act as if you are completely unimpressed. You love my witty retorts." William pointed out, still smiling. Appreciatively he watched his lover stretch, eyes once more traveling over the man's body before returning to his face. Trinket's tail wagged as she was petted. "It was relatively average, to be honest." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	listentomyvoice 2009-03-08 12:14 am UTC (link)
	"I do. Sad they are so rare," Brendan smirked and rolled onto his side, propping himself up on his elbow, "And average? Well damn, William, had I have known, I would have been in there to make it at the very least above average." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

britishice
2009-03-08 12:18 am UTC (link)

"You would have made it splendid, love. However it would have taken a lot of effort to walk all the way downstairs and then have to come all the way back up here just for a shower." The older man remained on his back, his hair still slightly damp, some stray locks clinging to his forehead. His eyes remained on Brendan's face, though, as they talked.

"That and I didn't feel like bothering you." Or more, tearing Brendan away from Carson. Really when Brendan wasn't with him he simply assume he was with the other man doing this or that.

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listentomyvoice
2009-03-08 12:21 am UTC (link)

"Hell, yell 'Brendan, I'm naked!' and I'll come running. 'Where? Where?'," He teased and leaned over to give the man a little kiss, "And it wouldn't be bothering me. I was just reading downstairs," He shrugged, not thinking much of the statement as he kissed William's forehead then nose, grinning before laying back once more, "Bother me whenever you like for sexy shower times."

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	britishice 2009-03-08 12:25 am UTC (link)
	"Because it certainly wouldn't make Carson turn as red as a tomato to hear me yell such a thing." William stated with a scoff, though his eyes flutter shut as Brendan's lips touched his forehead and then his nose. A sigh escaped his lips when the other man ceased the kisses. His eyes opened again and he glanced at his lover. "I'll keep that in mind, however." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	listentomyvoice 2009-03-08 12:26 am UTC (link)
	"Slim, just about everything makes Carson turn as red as a tomato," He pointed out, hand rubbing at William's chest, smiling fondly, "And do. And next time I'm naked, I'll give you a yell. Fair turn." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	britishice 2009-03-08 12:30 am UTC (link)
	"A fair point." The man really was like a naive teenage boy most of the time. It was ridiculous, if not at least a little bit endearing. After all, there had to be something about Carson that kept William from going off on him. "Fair turn? I supposed I can live with that, then." He closed his eyes once more as Brendan rubbed his chest. "Mm." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

listentomyvoice
2009-03-08 12:32 am UTC (link)

"Good," Brendan moved closer, Trinket getting shifted so Brendan could be closer to William, "Mm," He kissed William's chin and cheek again, nuzzling at him, "You know, we should probably talk about Carson," He said after a moment, hand on William's chest still rubbing. That was sort of something Brendan liked to do, something he was sure William was well aware of.

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	britishice 2009-03-08 12:34 am UTC (link)
	If it hadn't been for the hand on his chest William would have completely tensed up. However for the moment he relaxed and sighed a little. "What about him?" He inquired, eyes still closed. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	listentomyvoice 2009-03-08 12:37 am UTC (link)
	Brendan kissed William's jaw, "Well, about him in general. Are you okay with him being around? I just...I don't know, I don't want you feeling like he is taking over my time or anything," He knew how that felt, after all, the feeling of being the other man, and he was not about to put William through it if he could help it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

britishice
2009-03-08 12:41 am UTC (link)

"I don't feel like that. I don't mind you spending time with him. After all, he is a friend." It just worried him that Carson would want to join them in bed again. Certainly every now and again wasn't bad but he didn't want it to become a habit. Especially so much of a habit that Brendan would decide it was okay to sleep with Carson even when he wasn't around.

Yet he didn't quite know how to voice that.

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	listentomyvoice 2009-03-08 12:43 am UTC (link)
	"Well, yeah," Brendan moved so that he was pressed to William's side, arm over his torso as his hand smoothed up and down on the man's chest, "But something is troubling you about him. I can feel it, baby. Come on. I'm not an idiot. What are you thinking?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	britishice 2009-03-08 12:55 am UTC (link)
	Trinket got up from the bed and jumped off to the floor, padding out the door. After all, her cuddle spot had been taken by Brendan. So she just headed downstairs. William however was stuck where he was and just opened his eyes to look at Brendan. "Do you want to have sex with him again?" He asked bluntly. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	listentomyvoice 2009-03-08 12:57 am UTC (link)
	Brendan's eyebrows flew up, "Do you?" He asked, surprised by that question, taking it as if William meant like 'shall we?' not as a question of his own desire. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	britishice 2009-03-08 01:00 am UTC (link)
	"That isn't what I'm asking, love." William sighed, not pleased he had to clarify. "I am asking do you want to have sex with him. Alone." He explained softly, seeming uncertain as if he really wanted the answer. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	listentomyvoice 2009-03-08 01:02 am UTC (link)
	"What?" Brendan asked, brows drawing together then, his voice soft, "What do you mean, alone?" He frowned a bit, "Why would I do that?" Again, he had felt what it was like to be the odd man out, and he didn't like it. He'd never do it to William, "Do you think I'd do that to you, after what I've been through this last few months? Really?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

britishice
2009-03-08 01:08 am UTC (link)

He frowned, feeling suddenly like the bad guy in the story. Glancing away William shrugged a little.

"I just...wanted to know." William murmured. "After what happened I wasn't sure if it was permission to sleep with him alone or not. That's all. I mean. Once you have a threesome a person never...knows if that suddenly means to the other person that they can have sex with the third guy whenever." He huffed.

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	listentomyvoice 2009-03-08 01:11 am UTC (link)
	"You talk like you've had a lot of threesomes in the past. Or like I have," Brendan rolled his eyes and patted the man's chest, "Don't worry, slim. I wasn't down there, making out with Carson while you showered," He shrugged too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	britishice 2009-03-08 01:14 am UTC (link)
	"I have, Brendan." William pointed out. "You aren't the first man I've fucked, nor is it the first threesome I've had." He sighed. "I like sex. I've always liked sex and this is the first relationship I've had in long time." Frowning a little he turned and put his arms around Brendan's waist, pulling the man close. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	listentomyvoice 2009-03-08 01:18 am UTC (link)
	"Well, did you have the whole 'who do I do?' issue there?" Brendan asked with another shrug, snuggling into William's hold, "And I'm not saying I don't like sex, I'm just saying I'm not going to be having a sexual relationship with Carson if you aren't present." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	britishice 2009-03-08 01:22 am UTC (link)
	"Yes." Though that wasn't something he wanted to talk about. So instead he just squeezed his lover's waist and held him close. "Alright. I just wasn't certain, that's all." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	listentomyvoice 2009-03-08 01:24 am UTC (link)
	"Really? Seems simple enough to me," Brendan clearly did not think highly of people messing around on others, and he just lay his head against the pillow, "Anyway, be certain. I'm not like that. I'm not." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)