(1) I really am. You're right when you say that I seem different. I feel different this year. In a good way~ (2) I am happy, Micah. I'm happy with myself in ways that I've never been before. I feel like I'm starting to find myself. And I don't know, it's not always easy but it's just -- worth it. (3) [..] And I missed you; you don't know how happy it makes me to see you again.