| Because Bunny asked |
[Nov. 27th, 2009|12:42 am] |
and I actually have some free time. Even if it is almost 1:00 in the morning.
![[info]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) happier_bunny asked what QAF scene makes me melt and I will have to say the whole prom scene does it for me. You can see the love in both Brian and Justin's eyes.
But this kiss has been and always will be my all time favorite.
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| Happy Thanksgiving |
[Nov. 26th, 2009|02:46 pm] |
Happy Thanksgiving to my wonderful friends list.
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| Loud noises in middle of the night |
[Nov. 25th, 2009|10:08 am] |
Last night I was awoken by by a loud noise that sounded like something fell in the kitchen. Then a few minutes later I smelled what to me smelled like electronics burning. I woke Ray up from a dead sleep and we went exploring. It was then that I noticed the monitor button on my monitor flashing off and on. And the odor was really strong by the computer.
We unplugged it immediately and Ray took it to work today. We are hoping that it is just the power supply. All my graphic programs are on that computer, along with screen caps. I have screen caps saved on external hard drives and on Megaupload but that doesn't help me without the programs to work with them. Right now I am using my daughters laptop, and she has told me that I can download GIMP onto it, but I know nothing about that program.
If the problem with the computer is the motherboard It won't be until after Christmas, means that I will be limited in what I can do graphically for a while. Which sucks because I have the Friends and Lovers challenge over at ![[info]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/community.gif) qaf_challenges to do still. Unfortunately I might have to back out of that one. I will know more tonight.
If you are waiting for graphics from me, please be patient, I will get to them I promise, it just might take me a while.
Edited for Update: Ray just called and said that the computer is fixed. The power supply was the problem. He will be bringing it home later today. I would of went crazy without my graphics programs
Cross posted at  pattysplayhouse and pfodge on LJ |
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[Nov. 25th, 2009|10:48 pm] |
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| | Tsubasa - masquerade | ] |
I am going to be a good girl today and go to bed early. I have done in my quota for the day in my notebook and while I already know that a lot will be changed and rewritten, I have still worked enough on it so that the story is moving forward...I will have to type it up this weekend so there isn't enough change that later on it changes the story itself. I will probably have to print it out at work to reference when I write...it is 16 pages now by the time I am done typing this weekend it might be 20 something...and I am still in chapter 1...damn...I have to admit, this is the best I have ever written and this story is really good if I do say so myself...it will probably pass the 15,000 words mark this weekend...damn...and still on chapter one...
I am contemplating canceling on my boss tomorrow. I ran out of birthcontrol on Sunday so now I am in lots of pain-cramps which is what I was taking them for. I haven't had the chance to replace them but will probably have to do that on Friday. I will also have to pick up my ring from the jewlerer.
I am giving my mom the list of things to send me on Thursday. TJ, if you have my bracelet made, give it to my mom at work(singing river electric) and she will send it to me but it has to be soon. Your presents will be send to her. I will let you know when she has them and she will bring them with her to work so you can picj them up from there.
I am going to be a good girl now and go to bed. It is early but I am sooooo tired and if I wait another half an hour I will get my energy back again and will not be able to sleep until 2...maybe if I wake up early enough I can go to the doctor tomorrow...doubt it, I don't think the guy opens until like 10 and my lunch with Boss woman is at 11:30...we'll see....night now... |
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[Nov. 24th, 2009|10:39 pm] |
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| | Tsubasa - total eclipse | ] |
So, I just read two of Accio's het recs...how sad is it that apparently 2 hets are my limit per night...I mean, they were good, nothing like slash of course, but the thought of reading another het, no matter how good, makes me cringe...it is official...I am a slash monster...I like having het sex, I wouldn't ming(will prefer) a threesome but reading het is apparently really not my thing...not when the sex is descriptive...weird... |
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[Nov. 24th, 2009|09:36 pm] |
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My boss has gotten out of her snit...lets hope this doesn't jinx it. Instead she has fixated on Aaron again...I feel bad for him but am glad she is no longer freaking out about everything I do.
I have to make my list of things that my mom has to send me...here is what I have so far:
Neverwhere
American Gods
Anansy Boys
2 pairs of cons she bought me
the stuff from NY she got me
a bag of Recess cups(or however they are spelled) for Iris
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That is all I have for now...I don't know what else there is really...I mean, there are a few things that I would rather have here with me but I am SO not asking my mom to go, find them, and pack them...like my flogger, yeah NO!
My feet are killing me since I wore my boots of AWESOME today but that is to be expected since they are 4 inch hills. They are the only nice black shoes I have that I can wear with my dressy pants so I have asked my mom to keep an eye out for some flat ones...I love my boots but they kill my feet.
The boss woman has asked all the ENTs to go to lunch with her on Thursday...none of us want to go, especially Aaron and I...seriously, we would rather stab our eyes out first but we can't decline if we don't want to be even more on her bad side. Really, I am just going to do my year here and then move onto a better school.
I have been writing my story of Doom. I am kind of impressed actually. I have written about 1000 words in the last few days. I write when I have nothing to do at school now instead of drawing and am ending up getting closer to my quota. Of coarse, all of that will have to be transfered on the computer which means a whole lot will be added and a lot might be deleted but at least I am working towards my goal...sad thing is, I know the story up until the end of chapter 2...that might be about 20,000 words from now but that is all I know. Really, I know just the premise of the story. I have no idea where it is going or what will happen after that or even how the story finishes...I have also not given any details to anyone. Really no one knows anything about it except that it is an HP fic and a Snarry. I have promised myself that I will not say anything until the whole thing is done and edited. I think the main reason is that I have never been able to finish a long chapter fic which I have posted each chapter to. I don't know why but having those chapters posted makes me bored of writing the damn thing. Which means, I have decided to try finishing the whole story before I introduce it to the world...I want ppl to read it but since for the to happen it has to be finished, it makes me write...funny thing is, even though I want ppl to read it, I am really writing it for myself. It is a story that I have wanted to read for a while, even though some parts of it fall into certain types of fics, I have still wanted to read this particular story. Maybe is it already out there or maybe not, it doesn't matter, I want to write it and finish it. I hope you guys like it when it is done...that might be a year or two from now though so there goes that...
Anyway, I am also watching some more anime and fallowing on fic recs from ppl I have learned have good tastes. being one of them. I am also insanely obsessed with Merlin right now so if you have any recs for Merlin/Arthur, pls send them my way.
I think this is all for now... |
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[Nov. 21st, 2009|02:38 pm] |
Last night I was working on icons for  queer_as_xmas and was able to get quite a few done for submission. You will be able to see those once they are revealed in a few weeks. I was inspired though and kept going this morning.
Comments and Credit always appreciated. Please do not alter in any way
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| Emmett Wallpaper |
[Nov. 20th, 2009|11:08 am] |
I know I have been really absent lately, RL has really gotten out of hand. Since my daughter and her two children have moved into our apartment, things have been really chaotic. Please just nudge me every once in a while to remind me that I have a life outside of grandchildren. It seems that I have become the baby sitter once more.
I was going through some of my older graphic post over at pfodge over on LJ and realized that I've never posted this wallpaper that I made of Emmett anywhere.
Enjoy. |
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[Nov. 19th, 2009|11:24 pm] |
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I enjoyed my job last week. That is not only no longer the case but the thought that I have to go to work tomorrow makes me cringe...I no longer enjoy it in any way and once again look at my job as something that just has to be put up with so I can go home and do what I enjoy...I miss liking my job, I guess that won't happen until next year...is it so much to ask to be allowed to enjoy what I do?
The fact that it is getting closer to Christmas and homesickness and that it is my depressing season really doesn't make it any better at all...I am going shopping for Christmas presents this weekend and I think I will risk going to the theater by myself tomorrow night so I can watch twilight...wait...I know it comes out on the 20th in the US...I just realized it might not be out tomorrow here...guess we'll see...
I am going to have Christmas this year...the fact that on Christmas eve I will have to work is upsetting since that one is more important to me than the actual Chrismas...wonder if I can ask for a vacation on that day and just get smashed in my room with the cheap bottle of rum...
Also, I am freezing and my space heater is not enough, I still have to sleep with a long sleeve. |
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[Nov. 18th, 2009|12:20 am] |
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I just realized something...I think my boss is expecting the type of one page crap report that Mike wrote her a month ago...I don't think she realizes that I am the queen of BS and if I have any understanding of what I am talking about at all, I can make it 10 pages long, use big words and make any Lit teacher happy enough for a 100%...she is so screwed...plus she will have to look up some words since I am taking this report seriously, unlike the last one that I had no idea what I was talking about, and am BSing on HIGH lvls!!! |
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[Nov. 18th, 2009|12:02 am] |
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My boss decided to piss me off today. As in piss me off baaad. She tells me that I am too loud in the office, to which I agreed because it is me and we all know me, but then she tells me that when I listen to music with my headphones I am too quiet and that I have to find a midium. Sorry, but I like being quiet when I am that way and what the hell is a happy medium to that. You either want me to be quiet in the office or talkative. Then she tells me that she doesn't like that I bring work at home to finish it up and that I have to find time to do it at work and that at home I should be relaxing and not working. Who the hell cares? If it gets done, does it matter where it gets done? I mean seriously. My grading is better at home when I am relaxed and not freaking out about classes. Then she tells me that she wants me to talk more to the Korean teachers even though they speak only Korean...yeah, lady, I DO talk to the Korean teachers its just I talk to them when you are not around because they don't want to talk to us when you are here because they know you are listening to every damn word....maaan, I am sooooo pissed. She holds such a double standart. I am going to stop talking at work, without my headphones and lets see how she reacts to that! And you know what, if things don't get done on time, she will just have to get over it. By taking things home, I could do more things and get journals done in the beginning of the week which all of my kts loved but now I can no longer do that so they will just have to deal with the boss when it comes to that. I enjoyed my job, is what she doesn't realize, but I no longer will since apparently I am not supposed to. I hope my next school will appreciate the fact that I put all I am into my job!
Rant over. Now I am going to write my damn report because boss is rushing me to have it written before she observes my class(so she can make sure I do what I preatch).
I have to go to an art gallery tomorrow and while I do want to go because it is Iseol's final project before she graduates, I am sooo not in the mood. I will not have enough sleep and will be pissed about boss woman...I need a good slash but have no time...damn it! |
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[Nov. 14th, 2009|07:48 pm] |
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Had to go to work early today...I am so beat since I had to go hang out with Tiffany-her being depressed and all. It is 7:30pm here and I feel like it is 4 am. I am totally out of it and I am kinda loopy. I am also cold...really cold. I kinda want to read fic but at the same time I don't. It's one of those OMG SO EXHAUSTED moments when you can't go to bed because it is too early but you can't do anything else either because it takes too much brain power...Also, I was informed that I am not allowed to be sick so I would like to mention that except for being really cold, I am no longer sickl...YAY...now off to slumber land with my eyes open...Tiffany is still here and it is still too early... |
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