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Hestia Abbott ([info]eagleofdelphi) wrote in [info]all_roads,
@ 2008-02-01 17:01:00

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Entry tags:*thread-completed, dominic abbott, hestia jones

Learning to co-parent; the Abbott's [HJ, DA]
WHO: Hestia, Dominic
WHERE: the Abbott's
WHEN: Wednesday, 29 December, 1999; early evening
SUMMARY: Hestia's learning how to parent and Dominic has to learn his daughter is an adult – no, really, he does. COMPLETED THREAD.
RATING: PG?

Hestia didn't want to be doing this. She really, really didn't want to be doing this. But, as usual, her own words had screwed everything up and an attempt to figure out what, ultimately, to do with the information about Hannah had ended with her needing to do something or risk Dominic continuing to be upset with her.

Her entrance to his study had the look of someone going to an execution, resigned but completely ready to run the other way if she could risk it. "So, we have to talk, but I don't know how," she said without preamble as she drew close to him.



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[info]regretfulde
2008-02-01 10:23 pm UTC (link)
Dominic had been pacing since he learned that she was coming, slowly wearing a hole in the floor. He wasn't sure what to say. While he was glad that Hestia had taken to acting so motherly toward Hannah, he worried about what it meant, what it would mean to them raising this new baby together.

"Yes..." he sighed, moving to take her hand as he wasn't sure what to do but he knew that they needed to face this together.

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[info]eagleofdelphi
2008-02-01 10:27 pm UTC (link)
"I need you to tell me how I'm supposed to handle this!" Hestia exclaimed abruptly, his 'yes' having given her no indication of what to do, though she kept hold of his hand. "I've never been a parent, you have twenty years of experience on me! I don't even know if it's parental, it might be a friend thing and if I make it a parent thing I'll ruin everything and Hannah will hate me and you'll freak out and people may die because everything will get out of control and I. Just. Don't. Know."

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[info]regretfulde
2008-02-01 10:50 pm UTC (link)
"No one is going to die." He said quietly, leading her to the sofa. "Not because I don't WANT Macmillan to die, but because harming him would make Hannah sad, and so I won't." He helped her to sit, then sat next to her, draping one arm over her shoulders. "But this...this I don't know what to do, what to say. We'll learn anew with the baby, because truth be told I was gone during so much of Hannah's life and then SHE was gone to live with her grandparents that I don't know much more than you...but that doesn't solve this. We have to come to some sort of agreement, because I can't stand being in the dark and you two not trusting me with things and she needs to be able to trust you as well."

Sighing heavily, he looked at her with tired eyes. "So I don't know."

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[info]eagleofdelphi
2008-02-01 11:02 pm UTC (link)
Leaning into him as they settled on the sofa, Hestia wondered for the hundredth time in the last few days how mothers handled things like this. It was about being a mother, she had come to understand that recently, for a friend would refrain from many things Hestia knew she must inevitably do in being in a relationship with Dominic like their was. Yet, she knew that 'friend' camaraderie they had built would not go away and that complicated matters. This was an impossible place to be in, to know Dominic already felt hurt at being left out, to know Hannah had trusted her with some very private 'girl talk' and not knowing how to bridge the gap so that Hannah didn't become hurt yet Dominic no longer was hurt either.

"Hannah's getting serious about Ernie, more serious than I think you've wanted to admit," she finally said quietly.

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[info]regretfulde
2008-02-01 11:12 pm UTC (link)
"How serious?" The words came quickly, a knee jerk reaction. "Snogging closer serious or about to run off and elope serious?" Oh, there were a million steps in between, he knew that, but though neither of those two steps was desirable, he hoped that the reality was closer to the former than the later. Perhaps it was selfish, wanting her to stay his little girl for a bit longer, perhaps it was his own foolish way of trying to compensate her for not being the father he wanted to be when she was younger, but he wasn't ready to give her up, to have her define herself first as Macmillan's...whatever she would be rather than his daughter.

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[info]eagleofdelphi
2008-02-01 11:26 pm UTC (link)
Despite herself, Hestia snorted with laughter and then shook her head. "No, they're not going to elope," she said, shoulders shaking with quiet laughter before she grew calm again. The laughter had succeeded in loosening a bit of tension so, while it likely accounted for what she had laughed as she did, out of nervous tension, it had also helped immensely. "Hannah would never do that, Dominic, she'd never run off and deprive you of being there, being at her side. Ridiculous man."

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[info]regretfulde
2008-02-01 11:40 pm UTC (link)
That soothed him a bit. "Well you can never know with that rash Macmillan boy at her side." he said, his voice still a bit defensive though even he knew how foolish it was to think that Hannah would concent to something like that. "So what do you mean then if not that. Is Macmillan going to come take his own life in his hands and ask me for her hand or something else?"

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[info]eagleofdelphi
2008-02-03 12:49 am UTC (link)
Despite what he said, Hestia both did not think that was the case for Hannah and did not want to believe letting someone grow up could be such an agonizing process as it had been for Dominic. Knowing how he felt about Hannah's few years away, about the secret he had once kept from everyone save Teaghan, she suspected that perhaps there was far more to his behaviour right now, to his behaviour these last few months.

"Is there something making it harder with Hannah?" she asked quietly. "I mean, my dad never tried to repeatedly murder anyone I let him meet when I was Hannah's age and younger. I can't imagine most fathers try to do that, Dominic." Left out of the questioning was his behaviour right now, because putting into words what she was seeing and feeling would sound too much like she felt shut out which she didn't, not really.

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[info]regretfulde
2008-02-03 01:01 am UTC (link)
Considering his words carefully, Dominic finally nodded. "I know that there are so many things that I will do differently with this child, things I learned through errors I made with Hannah. Were the world to fall down around my ears I'd never send either of them away, not for the world, and that, I know now, is the way it should be. That's no sort of life for a child, to look forward to holidays to see a parent, to view time together as a treat rather than a right. You saw Hannah right after she got back, how... enthusiastic she was just to be here with us. I had hoped that it wasn't too late."

He paused. Well, that wasn't entirely accurate, he had still had a bit of tiem with her, but it wasn't the same. She wasn't the same fresh faced Hogwarts student he had sent away, she was a little woman, he had known that even then. "She came back a woman rather than a girl, and I ignored it, I pretended that she was still a child, MY child, and that lost time could be made up for. That was why I worried so about her wanting to move back to Hogwarts, about a boy entering her life. I knew that my time with her, the time to make up for such things, was short, but I never guessed that it was over. I know it likely sounds ridiculous, we can still grow closer, but it won't make up for the mistakes that I made in the past. Nothing can now."

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[info]eagleofdelphi
2008-02-04 01:33 am UTC (link)
"Dominic." Hestia lifted her head, meeting his gaze with an expression that was soft and sympathetic, as soft as her voice. "Your time with Hannah isn't over, it will never be over," she said, reaching up to stroke his cheek. "She's always going to want you to have a very important place in her life, an active one where she sees you as much as you two can. She never would have misunderstood what she overheard and been so broken up about it if you were losing her. And it's not like she's going anywhere anytime soon, Dominic. Her and Ernie both don't think they're old enough yet to marry, they've only been dating a few months. You're not going to have to give her away tomorrow."

She moved her hand back to his, rubbing them. "As for mistakes? Some mistakes people can't make up for, but you don't have anything to make up for about what you did to protect her. It was painful for you, for her, for everyone, but it was the right thing. You did what you had to do at the time, the only thing you could have. If you had kept her here, she might have been killed too..." She paused and swallowed deeply, for the 'might' was a lie. It was hard to say, but the alternative was Dominic forever feeling a failure. "She likely would have been killed."

She pulled his hands up, pressing her lips to them, eyes down for the moment, reflecting on the subtle strength of his hands, how well they mirrored his personality. "If you were to ask Hannah about her honest and candid opinion of you as a father, what do you think she would say?" she asked, looking up again. "You know Hannah's not a liar, she's never going to be one, and even things she's managed to hide she didn't do very well either. What would she answer to that question, Dominic?"

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[info]regretfulde
2008-02-04 07:53 am UTC (link)
"She would say that I was the perfect father, that she would not change me..." Dominic gave her a small smile. "But we both know how kindhearted Hannah is. She would find good in the most despicable of individual, and heaven knows she can overlook faults in those she loves." He was referring, of course, to Macmillan. Like it or not Dominic had come to admit that she DID love the boy. There was no other explanation for her behavior.

"What if she hadn't been killed though?" Dominic's voice dropped, became small like a whisper. "I know they say that about hindsight being far sharper and all of that, but I keep thinking that perhaps I might have just hired extra guards or kept her hidden away in the house...Perhaps those years have been thrown away senselessly. I could never be that strong again, I could never send her or you or this new child away like I did then. That decision was born in the terror of loss, not in logical thought, and I'm much weaker now when it comes to the three of you than I was then."

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[info]eagleofdelphi
2008-02-04 08:50 am UTC (link)
"The question you need to ask yourself is," Hestia said quietly, "were you willing to risk it on the chance she wasn't? It wasn't just the terror of loss, it was the reality. They killed Teaghan, even if... that wasn't the original intent, they killed her and you have no idea what they might have tried to do to Hannah. Even if they hadn't killed her, they could have hurt her, as you didn't have Aurors and Order back then who knew the truth of the danger, not like you do now."

Wisely refraining from pointing out how many times they had argued about sending people away, with his stance firmly in the 'do' column, she moved back to the idea of his perception of himself as a father. "Dominic, what would Teaghan have said, about you as a father, or what would she say if she were here right now? You dismiss Hannah because you think she's too kindhearted to see the truth, you'll dismiss me with some stupid excuse if I say it, but what about Teghan?"

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[info]regretfulde
2008-02-05 02:03 am UTC (link)
"I don't know..." Dominic said softly,remembering his wife and trying to figure out what she would have thought of what happened these last few years. "She always assured me that the times I was gone wouldn't hurt Hannah, but I don't think she meant sending Hannah away when she said that. I think she likely would have been approving, it kept Hannah safe, and I'm sure she would say that I was a good father."

He frowned. "It's just odd to think that she's not a child anymore. I swore to myself that it was just a temporary move when I sent her away, that I would see her home when it was safe, I just never imagined that it would be a woman I brought home instead of my little girl." He smiled at Hestia, trying to change the subject slightly. "Let's make a vow. This child will not be allowed to grow up. We will find a way to keep him or her close forever and not let them get rediculous ideas about being independant and dating."

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[info]eagleofdelphi
2008-02-06 03:39 am UTC (link)
"I never said he wasn't a prat!" Hestia exclaimed, making a face. "I just know what'll take for him to stop, it's you I think will be stuck in this forever. If he hadn't been so protective of her, so then not hostile towards you, you would have been brassed off at him then too, wouldn't you? You know you would! You're the one who drew your wand first, for the love of Merlin, and no matter what he does, you're going to find fault in him."

She stood, pacing away from the sofa. "It frustrates me so bleeding much to deal with this. I would tolerate the normal amount of grumbling, grouchy father behaviour, but you're making a hobby out of disliking him."

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[info]regretfulde
2008-02-06 03:50 am UTC (link)
Dominic sighed. "He's just...irritating." It sounded silly, but he just couldn't believe Macmillan. "Every time he does something worthwhile, like helping you in the auror training headquarters attack, he does something immediately thereafter to infuriate me."

He rolled his head, slowly trying to relieve the tension there. "I could try to pretend, for Hannah's sake. Is that what I'm supposed to do? Is that what I should do? Pretend for her sake?"

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[info]eagleofdelphi
2008-02-06 04:02 am UTC (link)
"No, dammit, you're supposed to learn to get along with him!" Hestia exclaimed, turning back to face him from several feet away. "Be pleasant, find some common ground, stop being so defensive, as there's a good chance he's going to be your son-in-law and the father of your grandchildren someday, children who, I might add, will only be little demons if they inherit a healthy does of their grandfather's bullheadedness."

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[info]regretfulde
2008-02-06 04:10 am UTC (link)
"How?" Dominic looked at her, raising an eyebrow. "How do you propose that I do that, Hestia? He can't sit through a single meal here without doing or saying something that would insight any father to want to strangle him or make him disappear. I know what the odds are that he's going to be part of our family forever, and though I wish Hannah would realize what I already have I know I can't change her mind. I just...I don't know how to make myself like him."

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[info]eagleofdelphi
2008-02-06 04:16 am UTC (link)
Giving in to a childish urge, Hestia stuck her tongue out at him, unable to gather anything more eloquent for a moment. He was so bloody frustrating, so certain he was right that everything was an exaggeration or absolute. Ernie certainly wasn't innocent by any means, but the only way to see this end was to fix one of the sources of the problem. "Give me examples. Give me examples of all the things he does that would provoke anyone, not just you because you're determined not to like him."

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[info]regretfulde
2008-02-06 04:22 am UTC (link)
Dominic laughed despite himself, there was just something so adorable and childish about Hestia sticking her tongue out at him that it was impossible to be serious for the moment. "Well while I understand that he and Hannah are 'serious' and going to do things that 'serious' people do, he insists on doing it in our home, and not even in her room with a closed and locked door, but in my own living room. I have never considered such behavior proper!" He sounded like a stick in the mud but he didn't care. It was example one of a million as far as he was concerned, of why Ernest Macmillan just wouldn't do.

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[info]eagleofdelphi
2008-02-06 07:43 am UTC (link)
As far as Hestia was concerned, he really should have stayed put. Or shut up. following and continuing to insult Ernie, carrying on with his delusions coloured by his feelings rather than reality, was fully and completely pissing her off. Throttling him was becoming a tempting thought, but she couldn't really throttle the man she loved... could she?

"Without his hindrance I'd not have been hurt?" she parroted as she spun to face him, giving him a thoroughly disgusted look. "No, Dominic, that's because without him, I'd have gone after that Death Eater myself and then I'd be dead because I would have bled out on the floor waiting for help and yeah, if I was dead, I wouldn't have been hurting, now would I?" She threw up her hands in defeat. "You're impossible and I can't take it anymore. You stopped making sense forever ago just to be 'right' and you managed to insult everyone who fought the Death Eaters by calling those people, some of them no more than children who knew it was fight or die slowly under Voldemort, failures and then you insulted people who left the country for safety or to recuperate after war injuries by calling them cowards. You, sir, are a jackass and I have nothing left to say to you right now!"

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[info]regretfulde
2008-02-06 08:28 am UTC (link)
Despite himself, even in his anger Dominic didn't want her to leave angry. "I'm sorry that we've gotten into this." he said honestly. "I'm sorry that you're not happy, and I want us to talk about this. We NEED to talk about this, but perhaps we would both do to rest a bit first. Why don't you go lie down for a bit and I'll promise to sit down and think reasonably about things. I just don't want you to leave, not now."

He looked at her imploringly, not wanting her to stew about this all night at home or to have the fight stretch on for far longer than it needed to."

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[info]eagleofdelphi
2008-02-07 02:28 am UTC (link)
Hestia was furious. She was also, admittedly, very tired. Normally she came home from work and took a quick nap, if she did not go off and catch some sleep sometime during her work day. Reasonably, she knew the pregnancy tiredness was in part an issue with being so angry with Dominic, as her tolerance for his entire mentality about Ernie was very low right now. And, despite being furious, she really didn't want to go home. Dinner here on nights when all three of them would be here was special to her and even if he was being a jackass, it was no reason to punish herself or Hannah.

"I'll be on the sofa," she said, nearly a growl, and stalked away. Like she was going to go curl up on his bed so he could come play kissy-face make up after her nap! That would show him. And he better think about all of it, or she might just wake up and reconsider her previous choices no to throttle or shake him.

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[info]regretfulde
2008-02-07 02:46 am UTC (link)
Dominic nodded, watching her for a moment. She LOOKED tired, and he knew he was partly to blame for that for that. Alright...mostly if not entirely to blame for that. He didn't like her being tired, particularly as she was pregnant, but he knew that following her and fussing over her now wouldn't solve anything. No, they both needed some distance, to cool things down a bit.

Since she wasn't going to use his room he decided that he would go in there and work on some paperwork that he had brought home with him. He left the door open, so that if she woke up she wouldn't think he had closed himself off from her. However, when two hours later she still had not made any signs to indicate she was awake, Dominic put away the remainder of his work and snuck into the kitchen. He could have easily called a house elf but truth be told he was procrastinating waking Hestia up, not wanting to incur her wrath or to find she was in even worse spirits than she had been when she fell asleep.

A half hour later, his options in the kitchen exhausted, he carried back a small saucer with two still warm cookies and a tall mug of milk back to the living room, sitting it on the coffee table. Perhaps he was trying to get on her good side again, but considering how unhappy she had been, was that really so wrong?

"Hestia?" He didn't shake her, but gently rested his hand on her shoulder. "Hestia, are you ready to wake up?"

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[info]eagleofdelphi
2008-02-07 02:54 am UTC (link)
Something smelled good. Really, really good. It was that that woke Hestia first, not completely, but she was beginning to stir when Dominic spoke and touched her. She rolled over, rubbing at her eyes with her first like a sleepy child, yawned and then moved to a sitting position, all without actually opening her eyes. When she took another sniff, that was when her eyes opened. Cookies. She reached out for one, finding it still warm.

"Did you make these?" Though the words were vaguely suspicious, she really wasn't, not even about his cooking abilities. She knew this was a peace offering and since it was one involving chocolate, she could get behind that.

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[info]regretfulde
2008-02-07 02:56 am UTC (link)
Dominic nodded. "There are more in the kitchen, and I ate one just to make certain it was alright." Ok, so perhaps it was his own selfishness more than being her own personal food tester, but he had tried.

"I'm sorry..." he said sheepishly, going to sit not on the sofa next to her, not wanting to upset her again, but in a chair across from her. "I was being an arse earlier, I know it."

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