You'd think, at my advanced age, that I'd know that grouping doctor appointments all in one day is not always a good idea.

You'd think that, right?

No.

( Much whining beyond this point. )

For personal reasons I've decided to make all of the entries in my journal private, with the exception of my fiction, which will always remain completely open and unlocked to everyone. I just wanted to let you know. It has nothing to do with fandom or fangirls or anything like that, but with real life nonsense that will hopefully go away eventually. Until then you won't see anything new around here unless I write new fic (which is a distinct possibility). Please don't defriend me because someday I might be back and it would be sad if I didn't have any friends when I did. I'll still be checking in and commenting occasionally and will respond to comments left on my fiction, all of which can be found HERE.

♥ Pend

what QAF scene makes me melt whenever I see it:

( I was love to me... )

Can't say anything else because...*melts*

Remember THIS POST about my new mpreg!ass!baby?

Yep,he's still a nameless ass!baby!

*pets poor baby*

His parents got into a HUGE fight with me just this morning.My Brian threatened to tear out his new balls and my Justin said he would cut off their wireless connection if their ass!baby would still be just an ass!baby (with no real name) by Sunday evening!

*gasps*

Pfft!!!Who do they think they are!They should just be happy to belong to ME!!!Hubby has a laptop too and it- YES,it's simply an it,not male,not female,no name,JUST AN IT!!!- has to lead a very lonely life.No-one talks to IT (or yells at it lol) on a regular basis,no-one has EVER used it for pretty graphics and stuff.It doesn't has a wallpaper with two hot guys in it,nor does it have a wireless connection with anyone...*sobs*..That poor thing!!

Oops!I think it's really high time to name the ass!baby and since I don't want to carry this burden alone I thought I should finally set up the poll that I was talking about the other day.I got already yelled at by fun_demented for not doing it immediately.*g* let the fandom decide.....

These names are suggestions made by some crazy fangirls and one fanboy wannabe. *giggles*

Poll #4625 Name the mpreg!ass!baby
Open to: All, results viewable to: All

What name shall it be?

HI!!!!!!

*waves*

I'M BACK!!!!!

*hugs fandom like WHOA*

I MISSED ALL OF YOU!!!♥

*bounces*

*is totally happy to be back*

THIS is where I've been.Met some nice people and had some fun with them.Everything else was totally boring.Endless recitations,lots of theoretical stuff...and NO Internet,OMG!!! *sobs* ;)
I took my new mpreg!ass!baby! with me (who still needs a name) and watched four eps of QAF last night!!YAY!!
I missed my connecting train in Oldenburg because of the delay of the train from Bad Zwischenahn and froze my ass off on THIS goddamn track for TWO FUCKING HOURS!!No,I couldn't go back into the station because it was full of people.I am not claustrophobic BUT that was simply too much!Shit,you should have seen the crowd!!There were people EVERYWHERE.They even sat on the stairs and I practically had to crawl over them to get to the track.That's why I've stayed out in the cold....*shivers*

*kicks Deutsche Bundesbahn for almost NEVER being on time*

*iz off to take a loooong,HOT bath*

Later....

P.S. When I got home hubby said:"I missed you..." *sniffs* Awww,isn't THAT great?

P.P.S. Will try to catch up with flist later.

and I actually have some free time. Even if it is almost 1:00 in the morning.

happier_bunny asked what QAF scene makes me melt and I will have to say the whole prom scene does it for me. You can see the love in both Brian and Justin's eyes.

But this kiss has been and always will be my all time favorite.

Happy Thanksgiving to my wonderful friends list.

Let's see..

Turkey, stuffing, potatoes, yams, ham, prime rib, cranberry sauce and deviled eggs.

I am 2 seconds from a nap.

Oh, and I'm in Oregon, and guess what???

It's raining. lol Ah, Oregon Liquid Sunshine, makes everything all green.

Hope everyone is having a great day, and if you don't celebrate...go stuff yourself anyway.

I love my flist. Many of you I've known for years, some just a few months. You guys make me laugh, make me think, make me crazy...and I wouldn't have it any other way.

*hugs teh flist*

Oh, and cause Mistress Bunny asked...

What Brian/Justin scene makes you melt?

There's several, but most of those are sexual. *g* However, this one is so schmooptastically delicious, you can't help but say, "Awwwwww."

I give you Chiquitita.


Shine once more, like you did before, sing a new song Chiquitita

The lyrics are very fitting for this scene, because Justin was still finding that thing that made him Sunshine. And Brian, well...Brian wanted to give him a dance that he'd remember.

Sigh.

The gif is from the lovely and talented pfodge.

Happy Turkey And Pie Day!!!

Wishing everyone out there a Happy (early) Thanksgiving because I'll be out of town for the next two days (Advanced education-lets just hope it will not be too boring!!) and I don't know if I'll get the chance to go online.

So.....



Lots of ♥ and hugs for my Flist!
I'm very thankful to have you!

Last night I was awoken by by a loud noise that sounded like something fell in the kitchen. Then a few minutes later I smelled what to me smelled like electronics burning. I woke Ray up from a dead sleep and we went exploring. It was then that I noticed the monitor button on my monitor flashing off and on. And the odor was really strong by the computer.

We unplugged it immediately and Ray took it to work today. We are hoping that it is just the power supply. All my graphic programs are on that computer, along with screen caps. I have screen caps saved on external hard drives and on Megaupload but that doesn't help me without the programs to work with them. Right now I am using my daughters laptop, and she has told me that I can download GIMP onto it, but I know nothing about that program.

If the problem with the computer is the motherboard It won't be until after Christmas, means that I will be limited in what I can do graphically for a while. Which sucks because I have the Friends and Lovers challenge over at qaf_challenges to do still. Unfortunately I might have to back out of that one. I will know more tonight.

If you are waiting for graphics from me, please be patient, I will get to them I promise, it just might take me a while.

Edited for Update: Ray just called and said that the computer is fixed. The power supply was the problem. He will be bringing it home later today. I would of went crazy without my graphics programs

Cross posted at pattysplayhouse and pfodge on LJ

So I finally succumbed to..... well, boredom I guess - and watched both Twilight movies.

( You a fan? Think twice before clicking this cut..... )

A bit late but nonetheless I wanted to wish you a...



Hope you've had a great day!

♥
M.

I know I'm a bit late BUT I hope it's still ok to wish you a....



I hope your special day was great and full of happiness and fun!

Hugs and ♥,
M.

OMG I HEART U, qafmaniac!!!!


She made me a vid!!!!

She did!!!

Go see!!!!

Shut Your Eyes, a B/J cancer arc vid


It's so...sigh. I luffs it.

I luffs her, too.


And while I'm here, let me say

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, noteverything AND plasticine_star!!

May your day be wonderful and filled with cake!!

(Start rant:

CHRIST!!!
I had to upload this damn video FIVE times before it finally worked!I don't know what's wrong with 4shared BUT they will definitely get a not-so-nice email from me.Lets see what their support team have to say this time.

End of rant!)

So,vl_redreign has had a visit from her vid muse a few weeks ago while she was driving.Damn,can you believe that said muse was suddenly sitting on the passenger seat?Hm,seems to be a really weired muse....;D

Anyway,the muse gave her some ideas for a Brian cancer arc vid while Red was listening to Shut Your Eyes by Snow Patrol.Her muse was really persistent and told Red that she MUST talk to me and so she did...

( Shut Your Eyes... )

DOWNLOAD HERE

Hope vl_redreign will like it!!

Hey Red,I actually finished it BEFORE your vacation.Isn't that quite aaaamazing? LOL!!
Couldn't let you leave without watching it.♥

Last night I was working on icons for queer_as_xmas and was able to get quite a few done for submission. You will be able to see those once they are revealed in a few weeks. I was inspired though and kept going this morning.

Comments and Credit always appreciated. Please do not alter in any way
Upload icons to your own computer/server NO HOTLINKING!!!
How to credit here



( Icons under the cut )

OMG PEEPOLL,mpreg is real and I have the evidence!!!!

*iz a dork*

(Don't be afraid to look under the cut.It isn't THAT bad.REALLY!!)

( So,to make a long story short.... )

Talking about Xmas...have you been naughty or nice? *giggles*

If you would like to get a Xmas card from good old Germany with lots of teh love on it/in it, all you have to do is to PM me or email (qafmaniac@googlemail.com) me your address.



If you gave it to me last year I still have it BUT if you've moved to a new place I totally,as in TOTALLY NEED your new addy. ;)

*pokes vl_redreign♥ and not_yet_defined♥*

*goes back to play with my new mpreg!ass!baby*

ARRGHH,see?He really needs a name!

vl_redreign wanted bedhead!Brian. ;)

Teaser:




( More bedhead!Brian... )

Do we need some sexy bedhead!Justin now?
What do you think? ;)

I know I have been really absent lately, RL has really gotten out of hand. Since my daughter and her two children have moved into our apartment, things have been really chaotic. Please just nudge me every once in a while to remind me that I have a life outside of grandchildren. It seems that I have become the baby sitter once more.

I was going through some of my older graphic post over at pfodge over on LJ and realized that I've never posted this wallpaper that I made of Emmett anywhere.



Enjoy.

Yesterday I decided that my kitchen really could use some redecoration and so I took today off from work.I bought some lovely orange/peach colored wallpapers and then I did my best...

( ...to make a mess )

I did a lot of cleaning after the mess that I've made (The snippets from the old wallpapers were EVERYWHERE!!!) and I'm not done BUT I guess the dirt can wait till tomorrow.I'm sure it will not go away....