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David ([info]memoria_rasa) wrote in [info]age_of_miracles,
@ 2008-03-22 23:53:00

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Entry tags:mermaid, postman

Thread: Mermaid and Postman
Who: Arla Lawrence and David de Souza
When: March 22, lateish
Where: The swimming pool
What: David's in desperate need of exercise after getting himself rather thoroughly beaten in Washington ... and figures of all the places to have an accidental run-in with Arla, the pool is a decent bet.

It had been five days since David had returned home from Washington - via Chicago - and if the thought alone of jumping hadn't been to painful to consider, he would have been bouncing off of the walls. It wasn't something he really thought about very much, but exercise was an integral part of David's life rituals. Living clandestinely got one used to a certain amount of excitement, he supposed, which was normally used up in daily jogs, training, or spontaneous games of basketball.

None of those were really an option at the moment, not with the tender feeling in the grand majority of his bones. David had received a bit of treatment when he'd dropped Shatter back with the Morlocks, at the hands of a well-meaning but not particularly skilled young girl they had recruited since he'd left them to fend for themselves. She'd fixed two broken bones, and given him the worst charlie horse he'd ever had, which meant that he was too healthy for the medlab, and too injured for pretty much anything else.

Sinking into the comfortable waters of the swimming pool now, David wished he'd remembered it earlier. Swimming was a way to use up his energy, as well as take his mind away from the images that kept playing back in his head. Death, chaos, destruction, pain, some of each at his hands. And Chicago, coming and then leaving again, had its own pain. Pushing off from the edge of the pool, David turned his mind to the calming, repetitive movements of swimming lengths.



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[info]mathemafishian
2008-03-24 04:08 am UTC (link)
Arla raised her eyebrows, looking him over. "It's not my fault you inhaled when I decided to splash," she said pointedly, kicking her feet idly through the water and finally feeling comfortable now that she was in her element. "I'm in the water. I know you wanted me to keep on standing there looking pretty but that's not something I do well."

She pushed her wet hair out of her face, grinning at him. "You look like crap from this angle, too."

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[info]memoria_rasa
2008-03-24 04:36 am UTC (link)
Another eyeroll, this one elaborate and as overexaggerated as David could make it. "I'm sorry if I'm not up to standard," he laughed. "I was sort of occupied with other things at the time."

He wished he had something that could relax him the way the water seemed to do with Arla - she looked like a completely different person at the moment. Partially, of course, it was to do with the way her skin worked with the water, just a bit differently than normal, and the incredible grace she had here as opposed to on land. But he could also just see the tension draining from her ... just a little bit jealous.

"Anyway." David grinned. "It's my job to look like crap; you're the sea siren, I'm the poor busted up mortal. I make you look good by contrast."

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[info]mathemafishian
2008-03-24 05:32 am UTC (link)
Sea siren? Arla rolled her eyes just as magnificently as David and looked away. "Oh, I'm mortal," she said. "We're all mortal." She didn't quite look it with the sheen of her skin when it was wet. Some people thought it was beautiful, some people thought it was downright freaky, and for Arla it was just the way she was. If she had the power to talk to fish she'd be all set----she'd be living in the lake by now. But even cynical, bitter, bitchy Arla needed some kind of human-to-human interaction, which meant she couldn't reside in her element. But, when one saw her like this, it became obvious that on land she was quite literally a fish out of water.

"Buuuut, I could stand to have someone make me look good," she said. "I've looked bad for way too long. I know what they call me. The kids, I mean. Not just the kids." She buried her face in her hands. "Crazy Professor Lawrence, she's batshit insane and she throws chalk----but she can't aim because she's too drunk to see straight." She lifted her eyes and smiled slightly at David. It was a sad smile, but it was a smile.

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[info]memoria_rasa
2008-03-24 05:50 am UTC (link)
In contrast to Arla's smile, David frowned severely, hard to tell whether the expression was genuine or put on as a show. "Here now," he said, shaking his head. "None of that." It wasn't that he would dare to say that it wasn't true -- he'd heard whispers along those lines, when he'd first arrived, mentioned to he'd-forgotten-who that he was taking up quarters down in the basement. But it was always worse hearing anything like that coming from the person themselves, it made his heart ache, however corny that sounded.

He touched her shoulder with a gentle hand - briefly, because he needed both hands to keep himself balanced for any length of time. "I know for a fact that at least one confused Japanese kid thinks you're the only person here - myself included, I think," David wrinkled his nose at that, "who can actually teach properly." He pushed away from the side finally, treading water lightly to keep his head above water. That was on top of his personal disbelief at the idea of Arla looking bad, even with her amphibian traits. She didn't seem particularly comfortable with that genre of compliment, though, so he left it at that.

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[info]mathemafishian
2008-03-24 06:05 am UTC (link)
"When I'm not teaching nonsense, I'm a damn good teacher," said Arla with a confident toss of her head. She turned to face him, resting her elbows on the edge of the pool. "I wouldn't say the only one who can teach properly... we've all got our methods and I'd say that Sally's a damn good teacher, too. Hank, obviously... I'd say I'm the big scary one but I think I've been surpassed by Sally and that Zander guy." She could talk about this, and she eased out of her discomfort.

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[info]memoria_rasa
2008-03-24 06:18 am UTC (link)
David gave a wry chuckle at this, letting himself drift backwards in the water until he was very nearly floating, half treading water and half skulling in small circles. He was, after all, originally here for the exercise. "Judging from the kids I've been seeing lately, I'd have to say you're right." The escalating competition between some of the staff members both amused him and made him want to shake his head at the lot of them. Improved standards of education were one thing, but kids were kids.

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[info]mathemafishian
2008-03-24 06:27 am UTC (link)
"Sally's just not happy she's not the big bad teacher in town. She's not about to let herself be outdone by a music teacher. I could say the same thing about her; I don't want to be outdone by an English teacher, but then.. I don't have to try so hard. My subject is one the students already tend to dislike and my goal is to get them to love it." She shrugged. "I don't know if that happened, but I've had a couple of students to actually thank me. I... I really do love teaching, you know." Like she had to say it. "I mean, the kids hate me, but I like... what I do. It killed me when I was fired." She looked at the tear in her webbing and sniffed. "That's what you get for being crazy."

She lifted her head and smiled. "I was pretty fucking crazy; I'm not exaggerating, don't tell me to... love myself or whatever you guidance people are supposed to do. That's what you do, isn't it? You sit there and you smile and nod and you're a damn good listener because that's your job, and in the end the person comes out feeling better just because someone listened and maybe offered advice. Your realize I feel like a heel talking to you. How do I know you actually like me and give a damn about me instead of that you're just doing your job?"

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[info]memoria_rasa
2008-03-24 06:43 am UTC (link)
"You don't." It was, in the end, the problem with being a guidance-y leader-y type of person. Where did duty end and the rest of life begin? While David himself might know, it was hardly the sort of thing that could be put on powerpoint for the benefit of all.

"On the other hand," David cocked his head at Arla, catching her eye. "I'm not exactly on duty now. I'm pretty sure this violates some sort of professional dress code." Cheap laughs, but hey, he'd work with what he could. "I took this job here because I'm the rare kind of sap who actually does like to make people feel good about themselves, as pathetic as that seems to be. Some people say I'm good at it, some people ... want to hit me."

He paused for a moment, floating silently as he took the question further. Finally, he offered the best shrug he could under the circumstances. "Even if you weren't a Morlock with a wonderful hidden sense of humor, you're willing to talk to me without expecting miracles back. That ... means a lot." A small smile, as David looked away.

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[info]mathemafishian
2008-03-24 06:52 am UTC (link)
"I stopped expecting miracles a long time ago," said Arla honestly, "but I think it's a miracle that that I'm able to talk in coherent sentences with you. Or so it's been said." She smiled, using her hydrokinesis to give him a little push with a small current of water. "The fact that I don't want to hit you is something of a miracle. And you're not trying to fill my head with feel-good psychobabble, which I appreciate."

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[info]memoria_rasa
2008-03-24 07:01 am UTC (link)
The little push sent David spinning in a gentle circle, eliciting a surprised chuckle. What had she just done - and, did he know she could do it? Not massively relevant, really. He sighed, crossing to the other side of the pool to brace himself with his elbows on the deck.

"I'm the last person to start with 'feel-good' whatever," he remarked with unusual candor.

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[info]mathemafishian
2008-03-24 02:08 pm UTC (link)
"Really?" asked Arla with disbelief, looking across the pool to him. "Because you're the one who's all after me to play Parcheesi and shit with you." And ... he made her feel good. So the idea that he wasn't a feel good person was incongruous. One did not equal the other.

"I'm sure you have some deep, dark stuff in there... most people do." She squinted at him thoughtfully. "Stuff that's none of my business, stuff that you don't want to dig up." After all, she already knew about his wife and she had a feeling maybe there was stuff that was worse. Ugh. That would be no good.

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[info]memoria_rasa
2008-03-24 05:04 pm UTC (link)
"I like Parcheesi?" Well, all right, he'd had a bit of a cause -- still did, although what had initially been an offshoot of his job that sprang up one night in front of the television was now just a concerned eye for a friend. Normal people could have causes too, couldn't they?

David shrugged his shoulders. "I've lived through enough of it to know that all of the Doctor Phil stuff is pretty much useless. I'm just a guy who wants the people he likes to be happy." When the people around him smiled, he could smile. Oh, it was selfish, as was his neat sidestepping around her comment about him -- yes, he'd led into it, no he wasn't taking it anywhere -- but he could live with a bit of selfishness. Anyway, it wasn't as though anyone would want to hear his Sordid Past.

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[info]mathemafishian
2008-03-24 05:14 pm UTC (link)
Arla liked Sordid Pasts. Sure, she handled that kind of information awkwardly, but it made her feel better about herself. "Clever misdirection," she said. "Saw what you did there." She tapped the side of her nose. "I'm pretty smart, they say." Still, she didn't push him, not wanting to seem too nosy. If he didn't want to talk about why his life sucked, that was fine by her.

"You said you got back late because you took one of your Chicago Morlocks back out there..?"

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[info]memoria_rasa
2008-03-24 05:32 pm UTC (link)
David snapped his fingers with a wry shake of his head. "Damn, caught me." Letting go of the side of the pool, he sank below the water as a sort of mock surrender. Another world down there, different sounds and feeling, and ... water that kind of hurt his eyes, so he resurfaced a moment later shaking drops of water out of his hair like a black, fluffy dog.

"I don't know what he thought he was doing out this way," David confirmed. "Come to make his mark, or fight the bigger fight ..." There was a note of disapproval in his voice. The mutants he'd gathered together had enough of a fight as it was, they didn't need to go looking for one. Postman had worked hard to create more than just a group, to build a community. "I think he'd figured out before I found him that he'd do more good back in Chicago -- he's got some leadership qualities, but he's also just a kid." Daddy saying 'go back home and take care of your siblings' apparently still worked, however estranged the father figure had become.

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[info]mathemafishian
2008-03-24 05:38 pm UTC (link)
"Sounds like the kids are all up and fighting these days," said Arla, tucking her hair behind her ear. "Good thing you got to him before he got himself killed, right?" They were on opposite sides of the pool, Arla swishing her flippers and sending gentle currents in his direction.

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[info]memoria_rasa
2008-03-24 05:55 pm UTC (link)
"Before he killed someone," David corrected. The kid had shot himself in the head a few weeks before David had collected him, personal injury wasn't exactly high on his list of worries. Guilt, that was the one that really sent people crashing down.

Lovely thoughts. "Anyway." The water was nice, little eddies pushing at him like a very, very low-scale, highly chlorinated beach. "It was nice seeing them again." Most were even still alive.

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[info]mathemafishian
2008-03-24 10:30 pm UTC (link)
"I bet," said Arla rather sadly. It was kind of nice to know that a group of people who called themselves Morlocks were still alive, but it just reminded her of things she didn't really want to think about. "Anyway."

She cleared her throat, looking up at the ceiling. Now that they'd run out of things to talk about----which was easy when you were just sitting with someone and not really doing anything----it felt a little bit awkward. Pleasant, but awkward. She attempted, a few times, to drag on the conversation.

"So! How's your..."

"What about the ..."

"Did you ever..."

But all the attempts ended up dying and Arla was floundering. She wasn't ever good at the small talk, David knew that, and then she ended up with: "Have you ever killed someone?"

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[info]memoria_rasa
2008-03-25 12:01 am UTC (link)
Some people were unfortunate with small talk, but this stopped before even small; abortive tiny talk. David was half tempted to make up answers to the questions Arla didn't end up asking, offer them back and then make her guess what exactly his answers were in response to. Nothing massively clever was coming immediately to mind, though, and he couldn't think of any good questions what would end in 'purple' or 'pumpernickle'.

Her last one was much more interesting anyway, though David blinked at the unconventionality. And for such a direct question, the answer was far from simple. When wasn't it? "It depends," he answered slowly. "I mean, yes. However you look at it, yes, I guess I have."

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[info]mathemafishian
2008-03-25 12:21 am UTC (link)
"What do you mean, it depends?" Arla asked, raising her eyebrows. "I don't think it depends. You either do or you don't. I have, if it makes you feel better."

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[info]memoria_rasa
2008-03-25 12:36 am UTC (link)
"It depends," David explained, trailing a hand through the water, "whether you're asking about death, or loss of life." It wasn't, he'd admit, a distinction very many people had to make. "Or, making it possible for someone else to commit murder."

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[info]mathemafishian
2008-03-25 04:21 am UTC (link)
Arla's nose twitched and she looked away. "Well, I didn't mean for you to need to make all those distinctions," she said, looking back to him. "But it sounds like you've got an awful lot on your plate, counselor."

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[info]memoria_rasa
2008-03-25 04:40 am UTC (link)
David winced, pushing away from the wall to drift into the middle of the pool. "I'm sorry," he apologized, shaking his head. "It's just ... my powers don't kill, but they don't need to. I spent a long time figuring out what that meant, once upon a time."

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[info]mathemafishian
2008-03-25 05:08 am UTC (link)
Arla considered this for a few moments. David really could destroy someone without killing them. "Which is worse?" she asked, knowing she was being nosy but it was better than talking about stuff no one cared about. "Which is worse... actually killing someone or taking their life but letting them survive?"

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[info]memoria_rasa
2008-03-25 05:35 am UTC (link)
David closed his eyes for a moment, just listening to the sounds of water moving around both of them. "If you believe in an afterlife," he said finally, "what I do is worse. Keeping that tiny useless part of a person here means they can't go on. On the other hand, if you believe in hope, then maybe there's still a chance they can go back to being people again."

He opened his eyes, a faint smile on his face. "I've never been particularly religious, myself, and I haven't quite given up on hope. It's a thin line, but I tell myself I'm on the right side of it."

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[info]mathemafishian
2008-03-25 03:24 pm UTC (link)
Arla shrugged. "Dunno what to tell you, David," she said, thinking on this for a while. "Wish I did, but I don't." She didn't know what she believed. She knew, mathematically, she couldn't prove the existence of God. But, really, with the beauty of how the world worked, mathematically, she couldn't disprove an intelligent hand in it, either. Still, God let some pretty shitty stuff happen if he was looking down.

She grit her teeth before grudgingly saying, "There isn't an answer to every problem. Some things just are." She craned her neck to one side, like this statement hurt, like it had been forced out of her. Really, she had to say that. But she didn't believe it. Everything was solvable. Everything had an answer, everything had a root, everything evened itself out in an equation; some things were just harder to prove and discover than others. "But... there might be a way out of your little... memory-wipe thing. You never know."

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[info]memoria_rasa
2008-03-25 11:17 pm UTC (link)
"Oh," David's smile lightened, almost through sheer force of will. "I'm not looking for answers from you, Arla. Don't worry." He laughed. "I like fixing things, but metaphysical ethics go beyond even my range."

In truth, while it had once seemed simple, David didn't know whether he even wanted her to be right. Helping Erica would always be one of his dreams, but the others? However many innocent men he had condemned to blank oblivion, there were just as many villains who, in David's mind, didn't deserve a second chance. Something else at the back of his mind reinforced that; if his powers could be undone, bad things would follow.

None of which was even remotely relevant. He'd answered her question honestly, but the last thing Arla needed was to be dragged into his head. "My turn," he said lightly, bobbing in the middle of the water. "Tell me one thing you're absolutely disastrous at."

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[info]mathemafishian
2008-03-26 03:29 pm UTC (link)
"One thing I'm absolutely disastrous at..?" Arla stared at him, rubbing at her eye for a moment before rolling her head back to look at the ceiling. "We're just putting all the cards out on the table, huh... I guess you could say I'm disastrous in English, but that's not what you're looking for. I'm incredibly intolerant of French people, and I hate French Canadians, so I guess I'm disastrous at being diplomatic. I... I have a hard time relaxing, I'm no good at chess, and I'm absolute shit in relationships even if I've been told I'm good in bed."

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