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Frederick Lestrange ([info]patriarche) wrote in [info]accersitus,
@ 2008-02-27 17:53:00

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Entry tags:*thread-inprogress, alexander lestrange (2020), andromeda black (1965), bellatrix black (1962), cygnus black (1974), druella rosier (1946), druella rosier black (1974), frederick lestrange (1974), meda lestrange (2020), narcissa black (1974)

Interrogations; common room [ML, DRB, FL, CB, XL, BB, AB, RL, NB, DR, CD]
WHO: Meda Lestrange, Druella Rosier Black, Frederick Lestrange, Cygnus Black, Xander Lestrange, Bellatrix Black, Andromeda Black and possibly Rabastan Lestrange, Narcissa Black, Druella Rosier and Cecelia Dymond
WHERE: BLR (Black, Lestrange, Rosier) common room, soon to be the BLRD common room
WHEN: 10 December, 1001
SUMMARY: Frederick intends to get the truth about the future after the young Cecelia's arrival sets events into motion. IN-PROGRESS thread.
RATING: TBD


Completely and utterly certain she hadn't done anything wrong, Meda had nonetheless made record time to the common room, bursting in the door to find her grandmother, the one of her mother's time, ordering house elves about in some frenzied burst of reorganization. For a moment, she stood panting in the middle of the room, staring first in confusion and then concern when Druella turned toward her and a pained, almost pinched look was immediately replaced with the woman's normal calm, even expression.

"Meda, dear – Meda Lestrange, have you been running in the corridors?" Druella asked, a pale eyebrow lifting sharply. "What did I say about-"

The door having only recently closed behind Meda, it flew open again, this time smacking off the stone wall with a thunderous bang that cut off Druella's scolding as Frederick strode into the room. He caught sight of Meda almost immediately.

"Sit, now."

With a sharp movement, Meda dropped to the floor, those bright blue eyes in all their expressiveness communicating her distress. She hadn't done anything!

"No, not the-" He cursed and threw up one hand, then advance on her, uncaring where she sat so long as he had the truth from her. The more imposing he was, the faster she would speak, and her on the floor gave him that very advantage. "I want the truth, Meda, the entire truth about the future you hail from, and I want it immediately."

Suddenly, this was so much worse than if she had been in trouble. Meda shook her head violently as soon as the demand registered.

"I can't, Grandperé Lestrange," she protested, locking imploring eyes on him. "I can't."

"You can and you will and-"

"Frederick, be reasonable," Druella began, but Frederick cut her off with a sharp gesture and a look.

"No! She will tell me what I want to know," he snarled at Druella and then returned the full ferocity of his gaze toward his granddaughter, whose eyes had grown nearly twice their size, "and you will do so right now!"

Meda could only shake her head, which only seemed to enraged Frederick more, for he cursed vividly before ordering her once more. "I said now!"



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[info]fearedpatriarch
2008-02-27 11:31 pm UTC (link)
Cygnus was just on his way to find his wife (the REAL Druella as far as he was concerned) when he saw his grandson angrily shoving a few books into his bag. "Going somewhere?" He asked, a look of amusement appearing on his face despite the fact that the fight with the younger, the LESSER Druella had threatened to put him in a foul mood all day.

"Anywhere but here if Grandpere is unkind to Meda." He was certain that he was overreacting, but Xander wasn't about to sit around and watch his sister be bullied. He'd rather convince her to go to another part of the castle, out of the castle entirely if it came to that, than to see her unhappy. Xander would willingly give up the chance to see one of his grandparents, even if they were dead in his time, than to sit there idly and let her be picked on.

Cygnus shared his skepticism. "Frederick wouldn't dream of being unkind to his own granddaughter." he promised, resting a gentle hand on the boy's back. "Come, I was just looking for Druella, perhaps we'll find Druella and Meda together, hmm?"

Xander relaxed a bit. His grandfather was right, as he normally was. It probably was something completely benign, something that he shouldn't worry about at all. Still, Meda might want him there for moral support, so he followed Cygnus.

But when they neared the common room things like restraint and self control flew out the window. Frederick's booming voice was thundering loud enough to be heard even outside of the open doors, and Xander broke into a run. Cygnus, though not running, quickened his step, cursing softly as he wondered just what was going on.

"Leave her alone!" Xander shouted, moving to stand between Meda and her paternal grandfather. He was every bit of the best that two families could offer, and he had fire and determination from both sides. "You don't get to curse at her and talk like that!"

Cygnus came into the room, closing the heavy doors behind him. This was a family matter, and it was private. "She's just a child, Frederick." he said, his voice soft, reasonable. "There's no need to shout at your own granddaughter in such a fashion. Let's talk about this like civilized people instead of like Muggles, shall we?"

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[info]missmeda
2008-02-27 11:46 pm UTC (link)
"You are correct, Alexander," Druella said, crossing the room toward where her grandson had just taken a very bold stance against Frederick, mostly to prevent this escalating from word battles to wand battled. "No one in this family does themselves any credit by behaving this way."

Treating Cygnus to a disgusted, near insulted look at the comparison to Muggles, and Druella nearly the same look at her lecture on manners, Frederick rocked back on his heels with his fists clenched. He would get to the bottom of this, he would get the answers he sought, even if he had to 'behave'.

"Fine." Pausing a moment, he cleared his throat, then began again, this time the anger at his son's behavior and the resulting sick fear he could not handle at what Rabastan had implied not communicated in thunderous demands, but barely-controlled growling tones. He had not retreated, however, and his tall framed loomed over both his grandchildren.

"Meda, I want to know what happens in your future and I expect to be told so now without hesitation." Forgotten were his assertions about keeping the future from other arrivals, for Frederick no longer considered himself a part of that, knowing as he did much about the future and assuming quite a bit more.

Again Meda shook her head, bottom lip trembling. "No, I can't, please don't make me," she pleaded, rising from her spot on the floor. "Please Grandperé Lestrange, you don't know what you're asking."

That was likely the wrong wording to use.

Fredrick blustered, heavy eyebrows shooting upward then furrowing. "Young lady, I know exactly what I am asking and I expect the truth! Now cease your histrionics and tell me what I want to know."

Except the tears now trickling down Meda's cheeks were far from histrionics, they were genuine and based entirely in the fear of having to tell anymore than she already had in the past, and especially in having to now tell him what others knew.

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[info]fearedpatriarch
2008-02-28 12:41 am UTC (link)
Xander looked behind him, seeing Meda's tears (something he had feared by the telling pleading note to her voice)and something inside of him caught fire. He was FURIOUS at his grandfather. How could Frederick go about saying people shouldn't know the future and then accost his own blood granddaughter for information? How could he talk to MEDA like that?

"She's crying not using some ploy like histrionics, you fool." He blinked, he had never been anything but respectful to his family, as they had always been his rock, the people who he defended even in school even when they wouldn't have known if some stupid kids smarted off something.

Cygnus went to Meda, not liking her sitting so dejectedly on the floor. "Come on, Meda...there are far more comfortable places to sit than the floor, and I won't have a granddaughter of mine crying down there like that." He shot Frederick a quick, warning look. He understood that he wanted information, but this was swiftly getting out of hand and he wouldn't stand for it.

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[info]missmeda
2008-02-28 01:00 am UTC (link)
"Alexander, no matter how he is behaving, you should not speak to him like that," Druella scolded quietly, laying a beringed hand upon his shoulder. Though, admittedly, her displeasure lay with Frederick at this point, it would not do for her grandchildren to forget their own upbringing and manners as well. Too, it was easier to reprimand a grandchildren than it was to reprimand a grown man and friend.

Frederick for the most part ignored Xander, focused instead on Meda as she took Cygnus' hand and rose from the floor. They would get no where without something to tip her hand, something he sensed he very well had right now.

"Tell me about Azkaban, Meda. Rabastan has already said it is part of the future."

Sucking in a sob, Meda gaped at him, this situation turning from hopeful pleading to aching upset in a flash with that word. Why would her father tell him that? Why? And why didn't he just tell them everything?

"You weren't ever supposed to know that's what happened to them," she sobbed, turning into Cygnus instead of releasing his hand. Despite never having a flesh and blood grandparent to behave to with, only the cold feeling of a portrait frame to cling to before, the gesture was still remarkably natural.

"Them? I want the entire truth, Meda," he demanded, moving closer to her.

She wasn't afraid of him, only of the truth, but denying him was just as painful when she wanted so much for him to love her, accept her, be pleased with her – not be like this.

"Dad and Uncle Roddy and Aunt Bella, that's why Xander and I were born so late!" she sobbed.

"That's preposterous!" Frederick thundered as Druella's hand flew to her mouth, he the picture of furious disbelief, her pure shock. "We would never have allowed them to be taken to that place!"

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[info]fearedpatriarch
2008-02-28 01:29 am UTC (link)
Xander, true to his good breeding, bowed almost instantly under the soft weight of his grandmother's hand. "I'm sorry." He said quietly. "I just don't like it when Meda gets that upset."

Cygnus froze when his granddaughter spoke, his grip on Meda tightening slightly as he tried to recover from the reeling shock of three such promising young people locked away. Rabastan must have locked away from the rest of the world for some time or Narcissa must have been otherwise occupied and...Gods. His Narcissa might have suffered a divorce or the death of her husband or a good many other things.

"Meda?" He pushed her back, just a bit, so that he could look at her wet face. "Meda, don't cry, no one is in prison. Your father and the younger versions of Andromeda and Bellatrix are right here, and Rodolphus is safe at home. Tell me more about what you mean. Slowly."

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[info]missmeda
2008-02-28 02:00 am UTC (link)
That soft weight on his shoulder had increased considerably as Druella gripped Xander unconsciously, rocked to the core by Meda's revelation. Bellatrix in Azkaban? It was unthinkable, even if there was a considerable different between the small child here and the focused, single-minded woman left behind in the nineteen seventies. While certain Meda was not lying, it was still impossible to believe that this could be true.

Having no patience for 'slow', Frederick paced away, his mind afire with this knowledge, of both his sons locked away as well as his daughter-in-law. The Cause had gone unchecked for so long that the idea there had been a mass capture was impossible, doubly so given the precautions he and Cygnus took and made their children take as well, but what else could explain this? The damnable Mark was something he had only tolerated on his sons, a whim of Tom's in his ever-descending spiral of thirst for power and demand for loyalty, but now he saw it as the greatest mistake the old ones had ever let come to pass, to defer to Tom in marking their progeny because his power had far outstripped their own over the years and real objections had long since been replaced with carefully guided suggestion, some which Tom refused to even hear.

Behind him, Meda gathered herself to try and explain through her tears, because Cygnus had asked. "Not now, but they have been, they will be," she sobbed, looking up at Cygnus with a heartbroken expression. "They... after the Dark Lord fell, Uncle Roddy and Aunt Bella went to find the Longbottoms for information and Dad... Dad was there too and they... they got caught and... and went to A-az-Azkaban for a really long t-time-"

"And we did nothing? Nothing?" Frederick demanded as he interrupted, turning back to face the group.

Even had he not interrupted, Meda would have been able to say no more in explanation, forced to talk about this yet again, to think about the entire period of her family's life. She turned her face away Frederick, from him and from Cygnus, and prayed it would not come to what this seemed to be moving toward. Yet he expected more answers.

"You couldn't!" she sobbed, refusing to detail more.

"Lies!" roared Frederick, face flushing with fury. "Of course we could, you have no concept of what Cygnus and I have done to protect our families!"

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[info]fearedpatriarch
2008-02-28 02:44 am UTC (link)
"Meda..." Cygnus said, his voice very careful, trying, straining to remain calm when the most illogical thing in the world had been said. "You know full well that Frederick and I would do anything in the world to keep our children out of Azkaban. We would pay off officials if we had to to keep them free. What are you not telling me. What are you..."

He was cut off by the sound of the door opening. Bastan came through, his eyes wide and worried already when he came in and turning even more alarmed when he saw the distressed state of everyone. For heaven's sakes, Druella, even cool normally collected Druella was clutching Xander's shoulder tightly. "Father, you said no good would come of telling Mother who she was, and I think that you have a point. No good can come of telling people the future, even if they want to know, its too dangerous." It wasn't the truth, of course, Rabastan still thought that a man had the right to know what was about to happen to him under certain circumstances, but he didn't want his father to learn what happened to him, and he didn't want his father to learn that in the future the Lestranges and the Blacks who were Meda and Xander's grandparents were dead.

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[info]missmeda
2008-02-28 03:00 am UTC (link)
Frederick rounded on Rabastan, that same fury in his eyes and only increasing at have Rabastan throw his own words back in his face. "You are dangerously incorrect, young man," he growled, moving closer. "Was I to accept you bandying about Azkaban and unhappy marriages as reasons for people not returning to where they belong? Ignore it and pretend it had not been said? I think not. I do not know what your game was, Rabastan, but now it is out of your hands and we will know the truth, so be silent!"

It was growing too much for Meda. Frederick furious, Rabastan denying him information he had made her tell months ago, Cygnus so calm and yet doubting her, telling her things she knew so well. It wasn't a conscious choice to prove she was not a liar, just the only reaction to everyone demanding the truth.

"I know, I know, I know! This isn't about me not knowing! You would have if you had been there, but you weren't! You were gone, both gone!" she sobbed, backing away from him. And then, true to Meda's level of distress, she darted for the door.

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[info]fearedpatriarch
2008-02-28 04:48 am UTC (link)
"Meda stay, please." Bastan said quickly, reaching for her wrist. Though he was tempted to tell his father to ease up on Meda, he could think of nothing more than the fact that in seven short years his father would be dead. DEAD. Regardless of how angry he had been up to this moment with Frederick for being so rude to Meda, there was something about knowing that he would be dead so soon that made him forget, made him want to change the world. It made him want to make them all stay here forever. Seven years, and that was the long end of the estimate. He didn't know the specifics, his father could be dead in just a year, less...maybe a little longer, and Cissa's father too? Damn it all, this was WORSE than when he found out about Azkaban, that was a temporary thing, years of his life gone, yes, but he evidentially recovered well. It is an odd thing, for a son to think about losing a father, it makes him feel loss that was unimaginable, it inevitably leads to him thinking about the shoes that he now has to fill and finding that he is woefully inadequate. Bastan, however, could come up with nothing other than a swift pang of panic and loss. He wasn't READY to lose his father. He didn't WANT to lose him.

"Gone?" Cygnus interrupted, unable to think of anything but that word. Oh...so he had died by then, died early by the sound of it, and Frederick too. He was reeling, and not wanting to fall to the ground, he reached one hand blindly out until it connected with the wall and steadied himself. "How?" It was the most absurd question imaginable, but there it was. He wanted to know now, not to know if it hurt or if he lingered in pain, but to know something about what sort of death it had been. Was it the mundane type where he caught some illness that overwhelmed him, or was it in battle? Perhaps it was selfish, but if he HAD to die, he at least wanted to die for SOMETHING instead of senselessly.

Xander walked to Meda, his hand patting her back as one would pat a small child's head. "You don't have to tell them anything else if you don't feel up to it, Meda." He promised. If he had to smuggle her out of here himself, if he had to find some invisibility cloak to do it, he would. He wouldn't put up with her crying for much longer.

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[info]missmeda
2008-02-28 05:09 am UTC (link)
Having forgotten she was gripping Xander until he moved away from her, Druella stepped back, hand out almost blindly and sat down in the closest chair. Her other hand had not moved from her mouth, an instinctive reaction to conceal the obvious expression of her own horror. Her daughter in Azkaban, her husband dead? How had she and Narcissa survived that? ...Had she herself even survived losing a husband and two of her three children?

Part of Druella knew she should be taking charge of this, calming tempers, consoling tears, stopping the flow of information before more pain occurred, but her body was strangely frozen.

Meda pulled her hand from Rabastan's grasp, retreating from him to Xander's side, wanting still to run but not wanting to fight him standing in her way. He had mentioned Azkaban, Frederick had said it twice now and the second time Rabastan had been hear to hear it, here to hear but not refute and why would he have said that, made all of this happen? Why?

And there were still question to answer, questions she wanted to stop so much. "The war, in the war," she sobbed in response to Cygnus' inquiry, clinging to Xander. How to find the words to explain how many patriarchs of pureblood families had fallen in that year, how many sons and heirs of lines were ended? There was no way, no way at all to add to what her words had just done, in changing forever her grandparents and her father in knowing the truth she had tried so hard to avoid telling anyone for so long. Something Rabastan had said might have put Frederick on this path but she was the one who had led them all further.

"How in the war?" After all he had asked, Frederick could not let this lie as it was, not now that this damning evidence had been presented. There were too many questions. Without answers, assumptions and fears would grow and now, knowing these monumental points, he wanted to know the rest.

"Have it out now Meda, just have it all out rather than let it sit and more questions and misunderstandings occur."

The request was strangely without the force of before, the cool and clipped tones more suited to business transactions than the discussion of his own death and the deaths of others. It was, at least, a request now conscious of the distress he had brought to his granddaughter in demanding answers.

And so, despite wishing she could be anywhere else, Meda told them the truth, or the truth as she knew it, of all that had occurred from their time on, every last bit she knew so the damned questions would stop. When the words would not come, she looked to Xander to continue the tale, picking back up when she once more found her voice, the telling leaving her trembling violently in her brother's arms when it was done.

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[info]fearedpatriarch
2008-02-28 05:52 am UTC (link)
When it was done Xander pulled her into a hug, resisting the urge to glare at them all for making her so tired and upset. "It's finished." He said, his tone final as he led her to a couch. She felt so...limp, as though she were near unconscious or just plain spent. Never had he seen her so emotionally exhausted before.

Rabastan drew closer to his father, wanting to be near to him now. He had not meant to incite all of this when he suggested that part of them stay here, but now that he knew, he never wanted any of them to leave. Here he could avoid the war, here he could keep his father safe, here he could give his children the grandparents that they had never had. Here...was where they all had to stay.

Her little legs carrying her as swiftly as they could, Bellatrix chose the least opportune time to barge in. She stomped up to Frederick, looking fierce, but then she saw her mother and Rabastan and Meda and the look of fierce determination faded. Even her father looked distraught. "Maman?" She questioned tentatively. "What's wrong? Was Mr. Lestrange mean to you like he was mean to Bastan and Meda?" She turned an accusatory look to him. "What did you say to them?"

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[info]missmeda
2008-02-28 06:06 am UTC (link)
Feeling so because she was limp, like a wrung out piece of cloth, Meda quietly followed his lead and then sunk on to the couch, curling up with her knees drawn tightly up. Bellatrix's entrance only made her bury her face against her legs, not wanting to face any more of the chaos no doubt to come from the revelation of everything.

Though Meda had not spoke at length, only in fits of detail to cover the important and significant from the seventies onward, it was still a monumental thing to face. Of it, Druella could only draw an empty sense of knowing however impossible it seemed to her in thinking on it now, she had somehow survived in some fashion. It meant she had to do the same right now, while the children were present, especially with Bellatrix now in the mix.

"No, Mr Lestrange was not mean to anyone," Druella lied smoothly, silencing the no doubt vehement response Frederick had been working up to form the silent of near-apoplectic frustration at his pint-sized accuser.

"Now look at you, how did you manage to rumple yourself in such a short time?" she fussed, rising from the chair with her usual grace, a quiet moment of gratefulness to her body for obeying. She crossed the room and caught up the straggling hair ribbon and set to work fixing her child's hair as though nothing that had just happen had actually occured.

It was the shouting and crying that had drawn Andromeda, however, as she had not opened her journal to know anything that had been going on. In the doorway to the common room from the dormitories, she paused and leaned against the arch, looking at everyone with a worried expression.

"Has something happened?" she asked, brow furrowed.

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[info]fearedpatriarch
2008-02-28 04:38 pm UTC (link)
"No, dearest." Cygnus strode quickly to Andromeda, lifting her into his arms and giving her a hug. It was still a bit of a shock to get used to having her here with them again, but that wasn't to say that it was a bad thing by any means. Having her HERE was some sort of gift that he hadn't earned by any means but it was a second chance, one to prevent the both of them from making the mistakes they had before. "We were all just standing here talking." It was another sort of regret. Knowing one's exact time of death (or even an approximation) is dangerous because you start thinking fatalistic thoughts about the things you wish you could have done or done better or NOT done...and Cygnus was determined that in the little time that he had left he would work on repairing his relationship with Andromeda. Even if it was an Andromeda who wasn't really HIS daughter.

Bella squirmed impatiently as her mother straightened her ribbon. "Something DID happen." Bella said, looking pointedly at Frederick, though her manners kicked in at the last moment and prevented her from listing the play by play of the argument--or the little bit of it she had heard.

"Nothing happened." Cygnus insisted, kissing Andromeda's forehead. "We were just having a lively discussion, boring adult things that you don't need to worry about." No, the future was the last thing that he wanted to talk about with his daughters, as in a short matter of time one of them would be married off to Lucius Malfoy of all people, one would be in prison, and one...He swallowed deeply. One would no longer be referred to as a Black. A man who had always believed in destiny in the past (as it was HIS family that was destined to prosper, to uphold blood purity) now he wanted nothing more than to change the future.

"If nothing happened, then why is Meda so sad?" Bella asked, her little face scrunching into a worried look.

"She's fine." Xander said quietly, resting a hand on his sister's back. "She will be, she's just tired for right now."

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[info]missmeda
2008-02-28 05:21 pm UTC (link)
"See, now there is nothing to be concerned about," Druella said crispy, waving a hand over the knotted bow she had just formed to hold it secure. She went to work on the second with that same controlled efficiency.

Though instinct was to believe anything Papa said, as well as what Maman said even if she did not like it, Andromeda's worried expression did not fade, for she had heard the yelling and crying even if she hadn't heard the actual words. And Bella was right, Meda did look sad. Considering Meda was very rarely anything other than very happy, it was a concern.

"If Meda's done something bad, you should forgive her, Papa," she announced, giving him as firm a look as her still-rounded features could manage. "I'm certain she's very sorry."

On the couch, Meda nodded her head against her legs. Her tiny aunt could have no idea how very, very sorry she was.

Druella tsked softly. "Meda has done nothing wrong. No one is in trouble and no one needs to be concerned about anything. Now, you two," she said, patting Bella's cheek as she finished fixing both hair and outfit. "We have a new arrival, Lady Lestrange before she was Lady Lestrange, from the same time as my younger self. It would be only polite to introduce yourselves to her, but do not tell her about her own future, do you understand? She has only just arrived and needs some time to adjust to all of this."

At the mention of Cecelia, Frederick turned away with a fully stifled curse. That was all that was needed right now, having her dealing with her future while his focus was on this madness.

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[info]fearedpatriarch
2008-02-28 05:48 pm UTC (link)
"Lady Lestrange? Rabastan's mother?" Bellatrix frowned. Poor Bastan! She had the younger version of her own mother around her for a long time before Cissa's Maman came, and it helped. Bastan deserved to have his mother know who she was too. "But Maman, she belongs with Rabastan. Remember how I got to have a Maman before you came? We can't be mean to Rabastan and not let him see his Maman just because someone doesn't want her here, we have to be nice to her and show her who her family is."

Cygnus sighed. His oldest daughter's logic wasn't logical at all and it made his headache. However, he chose to listen to his middle daughter just now, both because she was closer and because she did have the better point. He took a few steps closer to his granddaughter, running his index finger along her jaw line to gently persuade her to lift her head from where she was hiding it in her legs. "There is nothing to forgive, Meda Lestrange. You are my granddaughter and you did what you had to."

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[info]reine_blonde
2008-02-28 06:10 pm UTC (link)
Her composure held only by a hairsbreadth of control, Druella's response still did not reflect it, despite her desire to see the children gone. "No one said he could not see his mother, Bella dear," she said calmly, then glanced to Rabastan, who she was certain was not even following the conversation given how he had been watching his father with such focus. "I simply said you may not tell her about her future, as it is only kind when someone is newly arrived. And however my younger self behaved does not set a precedent for any arrival, as all people are different and will react differently. Now, as I said, you and Andromeda should go introduce yourselves. Go on, before you find a way to become untidy again."

Unable to tolerate this short, indignant little girl and her accusations much longer, Frederick strode out of the common room toward the dormitories without seeing if the exchanges continued.

Druella acted quickly before Rabastan could follow, as there were things the adults needed to discuss and, as much as he and Narcissa felt themselves adults after all this time here and all the had faced, some things were still not meant for their discussion.

"Rabastan," she said, moving close to him to gain his attention. "You should go find Narcissa so you both can introduce yourselves, perhaps show this younger version of your mother the horses and familiarize her with the changes in the castle so she does not feel lost in navigating the castle after this."

Though Meda looked up at Cygnus when he clearly wanted her too, she looked back down quickly as doing so brought her under the worried gaze of Andromeda too and Andromeda had enough to worry about all ready with Narcissa behaving as she did.

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[info]fearedpatriarch
2008-02-28 06:38 pm UTC (link)
Bastan nodded. Narcissa should get to meet his mother, and he was interested in her as well, but it was a hard thing to distract himself from the thought that his father was going to die so SOON. Unusually defiant, he went from the room as though to go find Narcissa, but he turned at the last moment, walking swiftly to catch up with his father. "I...." He put his hand swiftly on Frederick's shoulder to slow him and show that he was behind him. "I'm sorry for earlier, Father." While he still wanted to get to know his mother, the thought of fighting with his father in the little time that he had left was far more painful. "I shouldn't have disobeyed you, and I should have been more honest from the start, but even I didn't know all of that."

Though still not truly satisfied with her mother's decision, Bellatrix knew when the tone indicated that it was final, so she nodded, giving her a grand smile and going to tug at Cygnus's jacket. "Papa, Andie and I are to go introduce ourselves, so you should put her down."

Cygnus smile down at his oldest daughter, though his worried eyes didn't stray far from Meda. "Yes, of course, you two remember your manners and be kind to Lady Les...Dymond." He said ,remembering Cecelia's maiden name. When he sat Andromeda on her feet he sat down on the couch next to Meda, so that he was on one side and Xander was on the other. He said nothing for a moment, just wrapped his arm around her shoulders.

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[info]reine_blonde
2008-02-28 06:58 pm UTC (link)
Unaware Rabastan had followed him, for he was too lost in his thoughts, the hand on Frederick's shoulder startled him and he turned sharply on his heel to face Rabastan. Though the seemingly carved in stone expression on his face did not change, he nodded. What was there to say to all of this? His sons, his heirs, were destined for Azkaban and he for death in Alexander and Meda's past, in likely his and Rabastan's futures if the favored explanation for the grouping of individuals here was accurate.

Casting a last worried look at the grouping on the sofa, Andromeda turned and walked slowly out of the room, holding the heavy door for Bella as the went through it.

It was only when Bella and Andromeda were gone that Meda finally gave in to the fight inside herself to stay scrunched up or curl up against her grandfather. However guilty she felt, it did not change that there were some things she had never known, some things she could not deny herself when so presented and so with a dry sob she pressed her face against Cygnus.

Druella summoned a chair close and sat down in from the the sofa the three were together on. There was more still to deal with before she and Cygnus and Frederick could retire to their shared sitting room between their rooms and absorb and discuss all of this, so much still to do and say before she could closer her and Cygnus' door against the outside world and truly react.

"Now, about this nonsense idea that you did anything wrong," she said, folding her hands in her lap and looking at both Meda and Xander in turn. "You did not. Meda, you did as you were asked, as you should have. That you tried to keep from having to say all of that is admirable and we are both proud of you for trying to spare all our feelings, but you have done nothing wrong and neither of you, in telling the truth of the future, should feel badly for having done so."

With an internal sigh, she realized very little of this was reaching Meda, even if she heard every word, but she did hope Xander would take the words to heart.

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[info]fearedpatriarch
2008-02-28 07:13 pm UTC (link)
Rabastan stared at his father for a moment, hoping that he would yell or just SAY something but when he didn't Rabastan did the only thing that he could. He pulled him into a quick, tight, masculine sort of hug, then turned swiftly and walked off before Frederick could see how much this all affected him.

Bellatrix walked primly out the door, but once our there her look turned turbulent. "I wish they wouldn't try to hide things from us." She said grumpily. "Meda's sad, and no one will tell us WHY."

Xander nodded, though he couldn't speak. His throat felt too tight, as though if he opened his mouth some sort of rediculous squeak would come out in place of real words, and it was mortifying. Already he was doubting if he had done the right thing, if he could have phrased things differently or found a way to prevent this or...

"We just were so happy having you all here." He said quietly, his voice sounding strained. "We didn't want to hurt you."

"You didn't." Cygnus said honestly, his fingers going up to stroke Meda's hair. "Neither of you did. It's the truth of the future that's painful but perhaps now that we know we can change parts of it, prevent things. NOTHING has made any of us change how we feel about you two, do you understand? You're our grandchildren and we're proud of you. We love you." When he stopped speaking the silence was filled with the muffled sobs Meda was making into his robes, and he looked at Druella, his gaze highly worried.

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[info]reine_blonde
2008-02-28 07:38 pm UTC (link)
Andromeda nodded. "Xander didn't look very happy either," she said quietly. "No one did." With a sigh, she shrugged. "I guess we should go do what Maman said." With that, she scampered off down the corridor.

Druella reached out, gently grasping Xander's hand with her own. "Your grandfather is correct, knowing is better than not knowing, and knowing changes nothing in regards to our feelings," she said.

Meda made a muffled sound of distress. "You've only known us for ten days," she said miserably, but did not move at all from her spot, not even her face as her tears had all ready been spent, even if her body still shook, so there was no need to avoid damp fabric

"And you should know that ten days or ten years would be the same to us when it comes to our family, Meda Lestrange," Druella said, a gentle scold. "We care because you are our blood, our family, our future. Nothing can change that and nothing you could say or do or be could change how we feel. What you did today, what you've tried to do while we have been here, who you are, what House you belong to – none of it is a cause for shame. We are, after all, your grandparents, not anyone else, including Walburga and Orion."

At that Meda did look up, all color drained from her face. Of everything she had said, the only thing she had left out was the house she had been sorted into upon entering Hogwarts. "How?" she squeaked, and surprisingly, Druella laughed, the sound soft and gentle.

"I am a Legilimens, of course," she said, completely dead-pan.

"You are?" Meda breathed, suddenly sitting up, clearly surprised. "But you never told us that! We knew you were a Metamorphmagus-"

"Oh, that?" Druella waved her hand with an artless disregard that was not indicative of her true feelings, "I can do that too, but being a Legilimens is much more impressive."

Meda shook her head vehemently. "No, it's not! Lots of people can be a Legilimens, only our fmaily has the right bloodline to be Metamorphmagi!"

"Well, I suppose, if you would enjoy seeing it-"

"We would, wouldn't we Xander?!"

Druella shrugged one shoulder faintly, no outward appearance of how pleased she was this was working. "Just this once, then," she murmured, and scrunched her nose, features morphing until she completely resembled Meda as she might be once older.

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[info]fearedpatriarch
2008-02-28 08:09 pm UTC (link)
Bella frowned, half considering going back into the Commons room to check on everyone, but then Andromeda had scampered off and there was nothing to do but follow her.

Xander's mouth fell open when he watched his grandmother's face subtly shift into someone that resembled Meda, only a bit older. "Oh...oh wow." He said softly, at a loss for words. "That's...wow."

Cygnus blinked. Meda had always worn Slytherin robes, so he failed to see how that could be a disappointment, though on closer thought perhaps there was the chance that she had hid something from him about her true house. "Your grandmother is quite skilled, isn't she Meda? You get that from her you know, the both of you," He nodded at Xander as well. "Do, and I'm proud of the both of you."

Xander looked down, blushing and mildly surprise that his grandparents had taken the notion of Meda being a Gryffindor so well.

Cygnus, however, DIDN'T know which house she had fallen into, and, rather than upset her again, decided to be a bit sneaky when finding out which one it was. "But you should not be ashamed of what you are, Meda Lestrange. You are a Black and Lestrange and the best of both of those families. You should embrace who and what you are, and not feel that you have to hide anything about yourself from your family. I want you be proud of yourself the way that your grandmother and parents and I are."

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[info]reine_blonde
2008-02-28 08:28 pm UTC (link)
"Wow?" Druella murmured, again looking very unmoved by the entire process. "Not really, you see I can do this as well," she said and, with another nose scrunch, her features morphed into Xander's, which was quite comical with her elegant blonde hair.

Meda certainly thought so, for she erupted in helpless giggles as she elbowed her brother. It was with this change in demeanor that she answered Cygnus easily, unaware that he might not know. "But it's Gryffindor and I knew no one could be happy about it, even if you and Grandmeré acted normal when we came home for hols, as Grandperé Lestrange didn't act normal again until summer hols. Oh Grandmeré," she shrieked with laughter, clutching her sides as Druella once more scrunched and morphed into Frederick with long blonde hair.

It was the most she had used her gift for amusement in many years, only having to result to such outrageously showy gestures when her children had been ill or distraught. It was, however, a necessary thing she was certain, for had Meda remained upset she might have disappeared for hours or longer and no doubt even had she not, Narcissa would have immediately been alerted to a problem with Meda so clearly out of sorts. It had been useful how the others had often only hexed things to 'Druella' before her arrival, so she had discovered several interesting or concerning things, such as Meda's instance no one know of her house, or her tendency to run off, things she was now thankful she knew. She had waited for Meda to them them on her own terms, but given how both their grandchildren looked as though they expected to be cast out in the cold for the events of today, it seemed all secrets had to be set aside.

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[info]fearedpatriarch
2008-02-28 09:08 pm UTC (link)
Cygnus frowned while Meda was distracted for a moment. Well that was unexpected. However, it wasn't that unexpected as he thought a bit more about it. Meda had the rashness, the braveness of countless generations of Lestranges and Blacks, as well as a hint of her own stubbornness. Someday, when he had thought a bit more about this and was certain how he felt, he would ask to speak to Meda privately and they would talk about her house but for now one thing had to be said. "It's not a question of all of the good wizards going to Slytherin and the rest going elsewhere, but a matter of old house loyalty that makes parents want their children to follow them into their house. It is Slytherin's loss that you belonged in another house, not the other way around. You, my brave girl, are a source of pride, never disappointment."

Xander was relieved to see Meda smile. Her laughter was even better, a true sign that she was feeling a bit better. It was odd to see his grandmother's blonde hair with his face, stranger still to see his grandfather's face as well. "Oh Grandmere!" He laughed as well, rolling his eyes. "You look so odd!." And that was saying nothing of seeing his face and Frederick's on a body that was currently wearing a dress. Weird didn't begin to cover it!

He turned his gaze to his wife, who looked a good deal like Frederick just now. "Oh for Merlin's sake, Druella!" He said, wrinkling his nose though he was laughing too. "You can't wear your wedding band on your finger while you look like that, it's just TOO much."

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[info]reine_blonde
2008-02-28 09:12 pm UTC (link)
Quite primly, Druella's visage returned to normal and she gave Cygnus a mildly apologetic look, one that did not entirely counter the gleam in her eye. "I am terribly sorry to have disturbed you, dear," she murmured, though, had there been no grandchildren watching, she might have given in to the naughty impulse to blow him a kiss like that before changing back. Of course, were there no grandchildren to see, she would not have altered herself for their amusement, but that was neither here nor there.

Basking in the glow of acceptance from grandparents who had only known her ten days, rather than the eleven years that her portrait grandparents had known her before they learned of her Sorting, Meda no longer looked so pale nor so wrung out. Tired, perhaps, from the stress of the entire episode of telling and worrying, but no longer ready to run off until she calmed down.

"Everything's going to be okay now, isn't it?" she asked her grandparents, looking from one to the other.

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[info]fearedpatriarch
2008-02-28 09:49 pm UTC (link)
"It is." Cygnus assured her, leaning in to kiss her forehead. "We need you to trust us, as your grandparents, to trust that we will find a way to make sure that everyone and everything is alright. You did what you were supposed to, you told us what we needed to know, and now we'll do what we're supposed to and prevent the bad things from happening." How he had no clue, but he knew that he had to, not just for his sake but for the sake of the children before him. Meda and Alexander deserved to know them for earnest, not just as portraits.

Xander nodded, swallowing deeply as he looked between his grandmother and grandfather. It was so hard just to trust, to accept that something was out of his hands, but it appeared that he had little alternative. "Grandmere?" He questioned quietly. "Mother doesn't know...about any of this really. I just thought that you should know that." He'd leave it up to them, Narcissa's parents, to decide what to tell or not tell her.

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[info]reine_blonde
2008-02-28 10:02 pm UTC (link)
Meda nodded, as changing things was for the best. She and Xander had not stopped existing in their parents wanting to change the future, so it meant all of these people could return and live better, longer lives rather than be destined to be the same people of her and Xander's past and present. They would have to change it, as otherwise their Bellatrix and Rodolphus might still have the same happen. In fact, thinking about all of it, the different realities that would be created by change, whether it was change in the form of them returning or them staying, made her head hurt. It was best not to, it seemed.

"None of this at all?" Druella asked, frowning, once Xander had spoken.

Meda shook her head. "No, she knows parts about Dad and about Lucius because where we were first with the Founders was a Draco too. But she doesn't know about any of you, or Aunt Bella or anything."

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[info]fearedpatriarch
2008-02-28 10:18 pm UTC (link)
Xander nodded, looking a bit guilty. Perhaps they all should have been told before now, perhaps...but there was too much to think about there. "We were just trying to protect you." he repeated, guilt creeping back into his features. "We thought that..."

"You did a fine job of it." Cygnus said, resting a hand on the boy's shoulder. "you both did. Your grandmother and I will decide what if anything to tell Narcissa, and we will handle it. I don't want the two of you getting any more upset or thinking anymore on the matter, is that understood? You're children, and you deserve the chance to enjoy things that you haven't had. Is that understood?"

Xander gave his grandfather a hint of a smile. "Yes, sir."

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[info]reine_blonde
2008-02-28 10:27 pm UTC (link)
Seeing this was in hand for the moment, Druella rose from her chair with a mildly satisfied nod of her head. Helping to settle this had also staved off the crushing shock of it all and it meant she would be able to keep her head as long as needed to settle the rest. Efficient and familiar fussing took over with the realization.

"Meda, dear, do go wash your face now," she instructed as she handed her granddaughter a handkerchief, "and then you two should go introduce yourselves to your grandmother along with the rest. I think you will like her very much and I know she will like you, but remember-"

"No telling her the future," Meda mumbled, looking momentarily abashed. She had already told Cecelia some thing,s but nothing she would not have known once she met the adult Druella and learned who was her husband.

"For now," Druella said gently. "When it is right for her to know, as it was right for us to know all of this, then she will know."

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[info]fearedpatriarch
2008-02-28 10:35 pm UTC (link)
Cygnus knew that this was drawing to a close, and felt as though the heavy weight of the future was once more descending onto his shoulders. He was going to die, Cygnus, Cecelia...even his Druella, and all of them far too soon. This had to be stopped, and yet the more he thought about it the more the solution seemed out of his grasp. Damn it.

Xander rose quickly, going to hug his grandmother, a look of gratitude on his face due mostly to getting Meda settled but also just for being her. "We know, we'll be careful. I love you, Grandmere."

Cygnus got up as well, offering his granddaughter his arm to help her up. "Your grandmother is right, go wash your face and introduce yourself. I'm sure you'll like Cecelia, she was quite charming when she was a teenager if I remember correctly.

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[info]reine_blonde
2008-02-28 10:46 pm UTC (link)
It was surprise what less than two weeks had changed. The situation was so highly under pressure and so unthinkably impossibly in nearly ever respect save that they were living it, but in meeting their grandchildren, something had altered in Druella and even Cygnus' demonstrativeness. Druella had always been far more reserved than he, loving her children just as much but not freely showing that except in the true privacy of their immediate family. But now she had grandchildren, in addition to children she had lost and two of the three radically wrong ages, and in dealing with all of them there was a need for far more affection to comfort and console them during this troubled situation. And the circle had widened by necessity, to encompass all the arrivals of family in the same tightly-knit circle that had once been only herself, her husband and daughters and, in separate instances, Cecelia.

Yet, even had the situation not been so troubled, these two children, Alexander and Meda, gave affection far more freely and so extraordinarily openly at their age than her daughters had likely ever felt they could, and if the face of that there was only one right response.

"I love you too, Alexander," she said quietly as she embraced him, then released him and fussed with his hair.

Meda gave Cygnus a smile and then hugged him tightly. "I love you so much, Grandperé, and I'm glad I don't have to hide anything anymore," she whispered.

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[info]fearedpatriarch
2008-02-28 11:07 pm UTC (link)
Xander swallowed deeply, amazed at how right it felt to be hugging his grandmother. He knew by history's timeline she was never supposed to meet him but he didn't see how something could be wrong that felt...perfect.

Cygnus too was amazed at the change that a few short days could bring. He had always been quite affectionate with his daughters and family, but only them. He never felt the need to expand the circle of who he loved and trusted beyond that but now here his grandchildren were, and he felt some sort of connection with them. Had you asked him a few weeks ago about the notion of grandchildren he would have said that it was a very abstract concept, but in the future he did wan tto have them. Now he knew who his granchildren were, and he couldn't be prouder.

"I love you too, Meda, more than you know. You don't have to hide anything else from us, because that won't ever change, you understand? You've no need to protect me anymore because I'm your grandfather and that is my job."

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[info]reine_blonde
2008-02-28 11:22 pm UTC (link)
Feeling, finally, a true bit of relief that perhaps she hadn't made a horrible, life-wrecking mistake, Meda smiled at Cygnus, stretched to kiss his cheek and then slipped away to go wash her face so she did not look awful upon meeting the other of her younger grandmothers.

Druella gently shooed Xander as well and then turned to Cygnus, touching his arm briefly. "We should go speak to Frederick now," she said, the unspoken part being before they retired to their room to truly discuss everything that had happened today.

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[info]fearedpatriarch
2008-02-28 11:49 pm UTC (link)
Watching the children go, Cygnus felt far older than his years. Gods...the future was far bleaker than he ever imagined in his worst nightmares. The fact that members of the older generation like himself were going to die was regrettable and sad, but the thought of his daughter and Frederick's two sons rotting away the best years of their life in THAT place...it was unbearable.

"Yes..." he said softly. "Let's go see how Frederick is handling all of this."

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[info]reine_blonde
2008-02-28 11:57 pm UTC (link)
Death was inevitable in all things, of course, but for Druella she had always been certain her family would never come to real harm. Andromeda leaving had harmed them irreparably, but in an emotional way, and though her daughter was gone in her time, she was not gone. Even knowing Cygnus' activities, she had always put on the face of this same certainty now harm could come to them, while secretly, deep down, she had feared that very thing. And now she had been handed proof that those fears she buried so far were not ridiculous, but true.

She could not think about that, not yet, not if she wished to remain composed and clear headed as they developed a plan. She entered the sitting room after a short walk down the corridor, waiting until Cygnus had closed the door before speaking.

"Frederick," she began quietly.

Frederick had not looked up when they came in the room and he did not even look up now. "If you have come to discuss this, I am afraid I haven't the time. The sooner we are returned home, the sooner we can make preparations to stop all of it."

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[info]fearedpatriarch
2008-02-29 12:15 am UTC (link)
"I'd like to help." Cygnus said quickly, wanting to take them all home now but also wanting to stay here with Meda and Xander so that they did not have to suffer the sort of lives where they did not have a single surviving grandparent.

He went to sit next to Frederick, sighing heavily. "But sooner or later we need to talk about this, to come up with a plan. What if we manage to go back and others continue to come? We need a plan.

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[info]reine_blonde
2008-02-29 12:46 am UTC (link)
"Dammit man, that is the plan," Frederick snapped, discarding one book for another. "We will see this entire mess set to rights so we all return to our own times with the knowledge we have obtained and none are pulled back."

"And how can we truly know if the knowledge we gained here will remain? To my knowledge, I never came to the past, yet-"

"Druella-"

"Frederick, let me finish," she said, even more sharply than his own tone. If there was one thing she was truly irritated by enough to show expression, it was being interrupted so abruptly to be dismissed. Frustrated and fearful or not, she was a lady and he would give her that respect.

"Yet, my younger self is here and, with one of the more popular theories at this point being – besides the one in which we hail from very similar timelines – that we are all from the same timeline and we will fix this and return us all to our times with no knowledge of this and no one the wiser for our missing states, it is likely she is me, thus any planning we make needs to account for not remembering the future if or when we return."

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[info]fearedpatriarch
2008-02-29 01:02 am UTC (link)
Cygnus nodded vehemently. Though he by no means thought that the younger version of Druella was anyone even close to his wife, he did think that the notion of forgetting things was very valid. He didn't want to go back to a world in which he would be powerless to give Meda and Alexander the grandparents that they so obviously wanted and need. Gods...what if they did go back to their future and changed things so irrevocably that their grandchildren ceased to exist, or existed in forms so foreign that they ceased to be the Meda and Xander that they knew and loved now, there were just too many what ifs.

"I won't risk them either, Meda and Alexander. No matter if we save ourselves and our children from that hellish place, will it really be worth it if we change things in such a way that they won't be there waiting for us in the future? No, I refuse to accept any even partial portion of defeat now, I want to WIN, as Blacks and Lestranges deserve to win. We need a plan first before we go tampering with things that might be final. We need to decide just what we'll do and how we'll make certain that it all comes out as it should."

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[info]reine_blonde
2008-02-29 01:26 am UTC (link)
"Of course it will be worth it!" Frederick growled, rising from his seat. "We will be alive, our children will be free, free to give us heirs before they are dead or old, and that is what matters!" He did not mean it to sound so intentionally heartless, but he had already realized that changing the future would mean sacrificing what good had happened it right along with eliminating the worst.

Sensing this would quickly dissolve in a fight given everyone's temperament at the moment and not wanting to deal with the repercussions of Cygnus completely losing control, Druella calmly followed Frederick's exclamation. At times, it was maddening to be the only voice of reason.

"We must accept that any attempt to change the future will keep us from being Alexander and Meda's family, not only us, but Rabastan and Narcissa as well. It is how it is to be, we cannot be both a changed world and the world they knew. The existence of more than one timeline of the Founders has completely thrown out the idea that time is one solid line, this we know. In fact, we had accepted before this that it branched in more ways that we could predict."

Moving to a chair, she sat, but mostly to maintain an air of control and calm that she was not feeling. "The choice we face first is, assuming we find a way to retain memories, to return or to stay," she said, looking at both me. "In returning, we reclaim Rodolphus and Bellatrix and Cecelia and all our lives, we will shape all events from then on, but we will lose Alexander and Meda in our futures. In staying, we irrevocably part ourselves from any known futures, as to Rodolphus and Bellatrix and Cecelia, we will all have disappeared forever, but all will be as it is. This is the same issue we will face in sending anyone here back, save Meda and Alexander who have no knowledge of their own futures and thus will never know what the stand to gain or lose."

She sighed. "We also must face that we may not be able to return anyone to their right timeline, even if we discover a way to move forward in time. There are too many possible permutations of our lives that we might find ourselves in and we truly have no way of testing it unless we discover some miracle spell that allows us to freely explore them all until the right one is found, which could take lifetimes."

Frederick cursed then, wanting to rail at her for all she was saying, to deny it all. So he did. "We will find a way to find the right timelines," he insisted furiously, shaking his head. "we will and then half of this planning will have been time wasted that we could use to find our way home."

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[info]fearedpatriarch
2008-02-29 01:52 am UTC (link)
"We can't just give them up." Cygnus said, fire burning in his eyes far brighter than it might have before his own Andromeda had left them. He had been able to write her out of his family, not through any desire to do so, but out of necessity for his other children and the one consoling thought that she had chosen this for herself when she ran away. However, he could not bear the thought of punishing a child who was blameless, one who professed to love him as a grandfather and trust him. No, he would not sit there and pat Meda and Xander on the head even as he was working on a plan that might alter or end their very existance. "I'd rather work on a plan that got Cecelia and Rodolphus and Bellatrix HERE rather than give them up. They're our blood, Frederick, yours and mine, and the sooner that you accept that they're part of the deal, that they have to be accounted for too, the better off we all are. I would like to see you argue that Cecelia doesn't matter, if I found a plan that ensured everything except her survival, or that of one of your boys. Now I've made my point very clear, and I'm not moving."

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[info]reine_blonde
2008-02-29 02:11 am UTC (link)
Frederick cursed roundly at Cygnus before launching in to the actual argument. "Cygnus, we are not going to kill them! This is not about 'survival'! They will go home to their parents and their lives and we will go home to ours. It is not as though they will cease to exist because we have already decided to change the future and they are still here!"

"Perhaps not," Druella said, resting her arms of the arms of the chair, "but there is always the theory that when they are sent forward, they will have no future to return to because our actions will have destroyed their timeline and left them to end up in a time foreign to them."

"There are a million theories thus far!" Frederick shouted, face flushing again. It was rare in his life he had been so very furious so often, but here it happened far too much. "The Founders have them, we have them and none of them can even be proven or disproven yet! What is assured is that we do not belong here, at all! We belong at home where we were before this madness started."

"And by that argument, we also belong to our fates," Druella said coldly, rising from her chair once more. "But if you intend for us to retain the knowledge we have, then we do not belong in our own times anymore than we belong here, by virtue of what we find acceptable and unacceptable in moving forward with our lives. If we cannot reach a consensus, we will still chance everything irrevocably. And frankly, neither you nor Cygnus will ever settle again for your plans to be thwarted again if we return now that you know in Meda's past, something still went wrong, and the fact remains while we can control ourselves, we cannot control others. You cannot plan for deaths you know so little about."

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[info]fearedpatriarch
2008-02-29 02:47 am UTC (link)
"We should not act, we should do NOTHING without thinking the consequences through fully." Cygnus said quietly, fully agreeing with his wife's line of thought. "Returning this very moment would be foolhardy anyhow, because we would have no course of action short of being suspicious of everything, and that's no life at all."

He closed his eyes, lowering his face to his hands to rub at the bridge of his nose and then his temples. This was too damned difficult to wrap his head around. This wasn't some simple time turner, but a spell that had been set off by people who had no idea what they were doing, or, more accurately, who had not fully thought out the consequences of their actions. They couldn't make that same mistake. THey could not lose one another, because to him, the future would be useless without his family. It was, in one respect, merciful that he had died before his daughter and Frederick's sons had been locked in Azkaban, because he likely would have gotten himself killed trying to free them.

"We can't just leave our grandchildren stranded somewhere or in a future they don't know anymore. We can't act impulsively. We have to act decisively and with certainty that we are doing the right thing, and that cannot be accomplished just now, not before we know more."

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[info]reine_blonde
2008-02-29 03:05 am UTC (link)
With a snarl, Frederick hurl one huge musty book across the room. "Then what, pray tell, is your solution to this Cygnus? To sit and talk until our lips fall off? Meanwhile we still have children, and I still have a wife, who remain vulnerable and unaware of what is happening!"

"They also remain safe, Frederick," Druella said, waving her wand to fetch the volume and inspect it for damage before laying it on a table out of his reach, "for it will be some time for us before any of them are even aware of what has happened to us. Nothing will happen to them while we plan for the eventualities of each choice available to us."

"Fine, then we will plan, we will plan for every eventuality we know nothing about and waste days of our lives in the process," Frederick growled and dropped to a chair, covering his face with his hand, so furious that his thoughts no longer seemed to be making any sense, just mixing and jumbling until he felt half-mad just being awake.

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[info]fearedpatriarch
2008-02-29 03:29 am UTC (link)
"Druella is right." Cygnus said. "We have no way of knowing that this isn't something that's going to keep happening. What if we get back only to discover that Cecelia has vanished from France to some other place just like this? What if we can't get back to get her?" But then he noticed that Frederick's face was in his hands and he stopped, feeling nothing but intense sympathy and camaraderie with him. They were going through the same thing, all of them, and it wasn't easy on anyone.

"And we must decide too, what the children can know." He swallowed deeply, knowing that this would be dangerous, touchy territory. "We have to decide what they will be informed of in terms of our decisions and experiments."

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[info]reine_blonde
2008-02-29 03:42 am UTC (link)
But, to Frederick they were not going through the same thing, not entirely. Yes, both of them had a child still there, but on top of that, his wife was not here as Cygnus' was, no, she was still at home and every time one of them said anything that involved not going home, it tore at him to even listen to the idea of not seeing his beautiful Cecelia again. The only solution was to find the spell that would assure their return, he could settle for no less.

"What is there to decide?" he said coldly, not lifting his head. "We will inform them when we have an answer."

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[info]fearedpatriarch
2008-02-29 04:21 am UTC (link)
Cygnus swallowed deeply, saying nothing for a moment and then he nodded. It seemed the most logical of solutions, to shield the children until they learned anything concrete.

"Agreed." His hand moved to take Druella's, squeezing it tightly. While they were by no means the sort of couple who would make others uncomfortable in a public place with overly affectionate public gestures, they were still very much in love after their many years of marriage, and he believed that their little gestures, such as holding hands or a stolen glance, were far more effective than the most grotesque of public affections. Besides, once the doors were closed and they were alone, Cygnus knew that they enjoyed a good deal more than most did, more than any would dare to think about. However, for now his thoughts were chaste, of reassuring her that he was there for her, and reassuring himself that she was there for him as well. "We'll figure this out, Frederick, we have to."

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[info]reine_blonde
2008-02-29 04:39 am UTC (link)
Moving from anger to disgusting self-pity, the innocuous gesture between his close friends only served to sour Frederick further, making any reasonable discussion likely impossible. He stood, rubbing the back of his neck before bending over the table he had been working at prior to their arrival.

"If you two will excuse me, I have work to do," he said, gathering up several books before striding across the room to his own, closing the door behind him with slightly more force than was decorous.

Watching him go with a heavy heart, Druella squeezed Cygnus' hand lightly when Frederick slammed his door. She could only imagine how frustrating this was to him, how he must have cursed himself in his decision not to summon Cecelia first and tell her of the disappearance of Rabastan and Narcissa so that she was here now. Instead, there was a younger version of her here, no comfort and likely a small form of torture, if she placed herself in his shoes.

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[info]fearedpatriarch
2008-02-29 05:34 am UTC (link)
Cygnus looked at the door, as though he was expecting it to open for a moment before turning to Druella. "Well that...didn't go well." he said softly, lowering his own head to his hands for a moment. He looked back up at her with sad look. It wasn't that he missed her, he had her here at his side, but the thought of a future where he was dead and she was to follow before even meeting Meda and Alexander made him miss them, the notion of the Black family that ruled everything and seemed so perfect to the outside but to them was as effortless as breathing. He wanted them to die together of old age surrounded by several generations of their family, not alone like this due to war and the early old age brought on by a broken heart.

"We've just GOT to fix this."

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