an apology
Perhaps because I was secretly praying for an answer, or because I knew deep in my heart that our torrid love affair could not go on forever. For I would surely be the one to end up broken, more broken then I was, if that was even possible. You sucked out every ounce of love, passion, understanding, innocents and respect I had for myself. I was black eyed then, yellow faced and desperate for a change. There he came, walking right through my door. I had to say goodbye to you shortly after that, if I didn’t…id be dead by now